User blog comment:GuacamoleCCXR/An Epilogue by Aravis/@comment-4041224-20140717130947

TRANSMISSION FROM ARAVIS: (just imagine I put some stupid disclaimer here) "Sure, fine, maybe I was wrong. I was definitely too angry. You can try to have a peaceful conversation with someone who keeps getting mad. See how you feel after continually getting told to shut up when you only wanted to help. But yes, I was wrong.

It wasn’t my business; maybe it wasn’t anyone’s business, but I didn’t stop to think. And I’m rather sorry about that, but it’s too late now. I only wanted to help, but I should have known that anything I tried to do in this particular situation would go badly.

A few of you pointed out that this happened as a result of an argument about a show. Can you please just take note that the talk about the show in question was not even really an argument? At the moment where the show became a sore point, it was completely dropped and we moved on to my destructive attempt to “help.” I’m not trying to shirk the blame, but I don’t want you to blame the ponies. They’re better than to do such a thing. :P Which brings another few words to mind in which I was accused of being a bad CM (which I’m sure I am) because I never admit that anything is my fault. Well now. When has any occasion arisen in the past where I was at fault and didn’t take blame? As far as my flawed mind can think, I’ve never been in any situation where I committed a henious crime and then avoided the blame. If I have, then I apologise (Wow I must be Canadian or something to warrant all these apologies). And although I don’t /think/ that I’ve ever fled a deserved blame, I do admit I was a bad CM. For many reasons, but let’s not get into that now.

So, Rys, you win again. I’m not bitter with you, just disgusted at myself for allowing my temper to get the better of me when I should have been a better example. This isn’t a plea for forgiveness, so take my apology however you want. I’m sorry for being such a jerk, and I’m sorry for even trying. I give the same apology to the rest of the wiki, along with another “sorry for causing so much drama/trouble, sorry for not being a better person, and sorry for being such an emotional little brat."

There, Harry, I apologised.

And there is the story of how I lost all the friends I had in one day :D A question I’ve heard is “when will you be back lol.” Um. I’ll likely be stupid and come back sometime a lot sooner than I think I will/should, I guess. Later. For now I don’t think that you fellows would want me back, if Harry was correct when he said no one likes me anymore (okay, that was very paraphrased but that’s what he essentially meant). :P So, yeah, later. In a bit. When I’m a perfect person (that actually means “never”). Another time.

So, LMBW, I am sorry.

PS. Apologising, even when drowning in shame, has an element of warm-and-fuzzy-ness. :3"