User blog:Kaleidescope/A Revelation

Suspenseful title there. I'm, and I joined here 19 days ago, on June 10. You don't know me? You might recognize me under one of these names: Or a few other names you could add to the list. Basically, since late 2014, I've been known here as an awful troll who dupes and does nothing but cause havoc on the wiki's chat. That was true, for a while actually. It was true probably up until a year and a half ago, when I decided to get a life. I quit trolling here, and mostly everywhere, in fact, and I haven't gone back to it since. The last dupe I used here for trolling, if I remember correctly, was, which some might remember better as "LilCaSh15". A little backstory on me: That's a little backstory on me, in case you didn't know. Why am I still here? I like you guys. I came to this place consistently for four and a half years, so it's not exactly easy to leave, and I enjoy the people who are still around. I regret the trolling; it was a dumb mistake and a phase I went through, but now that I can go out and enjoy my life, I have no reason to troll anymore- I want everyone to enjoy their lives as much as I've enjoyed mine lately. =Apologies= Yeah, I have some of these too. =Conclusion= What was the point of this blog? I'd like to come back here, and I want you to know that if I do, I'm doing so as a changed person. I'm no longer an immature troll- I'm nearly 16 now, and I need to focus more on high school and getting my license than causing trouble for you guys. I also feel like I shouldn't continue coming here on this account if you guys won't really know who I am- so I wanted to put this out there. I want to become productive here again, and I've been editing here, because that used to be one of my favorite things to do here and it kind of saddens me that nobody bothers to do it anymore. I appreciate it and thank you if you took the time to read all of this, it means a lot. -Kaleidescope (talk) 18:06, June 29, 2017 (UTC)
 * I joined this wiki six years ago this month. My first account, Legofanyoda, was made in 2011 when I was about to turn ten. Not long after joining, I was promoted to become a chat moderator here, and like any ten year old with power, I was an immature little brat. I caused arguments over dumb things and eventually got promoted, demoted, and repromoted a total of three times before the end of 2011. It was a wild cycle there, and I went inactive until 2013. When I returned in 2013, I thought I was an edgy teenager and just became an annoyance to have here. However, I turned that around and started becoming productive. In April 2014, after months of editing, I successfully passed a Request for Rights to become a rollback and patroller, and three months later was voted to become a chat moderator after three attempts. Funnily enough, I was actually a fairly strict moderator and wouldn't let people get by with much. At times, I was even too strict (apologies, Brick. ), but then a few months later, while inactive, I was demoted. Surprisingly enough, the demotion was out of my control, and was actually because of something that happened with my account. Anyways, I returned a few weeks after the demotion to find I no longer had my rights and I don't remember exactly what happened the rest of the time, but I started trolling. Within 12 hours of returning and trolling I managed to find myself permanently blocked from the wiki. I got myself permanently blocked here because I decided to be an immature little troll for twelve hours, but it didn't end there. I trolled consistently for the following year, and to this day I still don't remember why I did.
 * ,, and - you guys were mods when I went on my trolling sprees, and I'd like to apologize for the fact that you had to deal with all of my duplicate accounts - surely they caused a few gray hairs. I'm sorry.
 * - Obi, you and I used to be really good friends, in fact you were one of the closest friends I had here, and I feel like I really let you down with my behavior. You, Klint, and I used to all do CV together, and I miss those days honestly. . I don't know if I ever congratulated you on becoming a VSTF, and though you're no longer one, still, good job. If you're on anytime soon I'd like to talk to you.
 * - I'd also like to apologize to you because you and I were also friends at one point. You were one of the people who were originally voicing support for me to become a CM in 2014, and I really appreciated that, and I'm sorry that I let you down as well with how I acted.
 * - Oh, Mad. . I feel like I came to you the most a few years ago when I really wanted unblocked, and I know you tried but I kept screwing it up. I'm deeply sorry for that, and I'm sorry for wasting your time trying to get me unblocked back then.
 * - I'm sorry for even bothering you about all of this in the first place, but now that you're kind of the face of the LMBW, I want to apologize to you personally for all of the trolling and havoc I caused over the past couple of years. While I'm at it, I'd also like to thank you. You've been really understanding and you've had an open mind throughout our entire discussion.
 * The community - I'd like to apologize to everybody. I made mistakes that I shouldn't have, but nothing can change the fact that I made them. I just want everybody who's still here to know that I have no intentions of ever making the same mistakes I once did, and I'm sorry to anyone who was disappointed by my trolling.