User blog:Rosso22/I'm Baaaccckkkk.....

So, as many of you already know, I have returned to the wiki! (Please, please! Hold the crys of joy!) I know that I pretty much abbandoned this place and the LEGO MB's without so much as a "Goodbye!", let alone a retirement speach. So, I'm writing this blog to hopefully clarify just what has going on in my life these past months that pushed me away from you. If you can't stand reading long things, don't like the occasional use of fancy words, or hate knowing detals, stop reading now! Be content with your bliss of not having to think about what I have to say! (I won't judge you, don't worry...)

If you have made it this far, then congrats! You are about to enbark on a journey through my deepest thoughts, and things might even get a bit philosopical! Oh boy, what a treat for you huh!? Oh, and If you are reading this, Alemas, please forgive the occasonal misspeled word or typo; I doubt I will spell check after I write this. Very well let us begin, devoted reader and friend!

"So, it all started sometime back in 2012. I was a regular poster on the MB's and the wiki. My goals in life were pretty much to get the highest rank I could, and earn a lot of badges. I was in the third year of middle school, and had my exams coming up. The exams I had to take would allow me to get a "Certificite" to allow me to work. In Italy it is called "Licenzia media" and it qualifies you for a job. Not a great job, mind you, but a job nontheless. Anyhow, I had to prepare a thesus during the year. It had to contain one topic we did throughout the year from each subject, and they all have to be linked into one big macidonia of knowledge. It was a ton of work as I choose to link my subjects to the Cold War, a rather difficult thing to cover. So I worked. I worked like I never had before, thanking Wikipedia more than ever before, and giving up more free time than I ever had before. I wasn't able to post, or mess arround with the community. I couldn't afford to do so, I was somewhat forced into a rather quick change from a kid, to a semi-adult. I know, I am only thirteen, but the thing is I just started changing out of the blue, phisically and mentaly. I started discussing politics and econimy with adults and ignoring my age group, considering them in some ways... dumb. I started Iai-do, a very deep martial art that usually is only open to adults, but they considered me so Different that they let me in. Lets face it: I grew up. Now, I'm not going to say I missed being a kid, because that would be a lie; I loved the "New" me. I could get people to listen to me more and was able to comprehend a lot more things about the world arround me. I Loved it. Soon, though, the school year finished, and I had no more reason to work."

And that, my dear reader, ends the first paragraph of my tale thus giving way to the second. Hang in there!

"It was summer break! Oh boy I was free! I could do as I pleased... But what DID I want to do? For a while my life had revolved arround work and now that It was gone, I felt rather lost. That small thing, almost insignificant, scared the life out of me. I haden't given myself a real break in so long, that I had forgot how to do so. I decided the best cure was to return to my internet identity, abbandon Thomas De Angelis and become Rosso22 once more. I was convinced that was the best thing to do, relax on the internet, enter a bliss where I had perfect friends and no worries. Alas, I was only half right. I tried, I really did, to return but as you know I posted a topic saying I was back, to then leave again. What happend? Well, it turns out that my old idenity as Rosso22 didn't work for me anymore. The things he loved had disappeared and those that remained no longer seemed entertaning. It crushed me. I Couldn't go back. As much as I wanted to, I just couldn't enjoy it anymore. So I decided the time had come to move on. I started finding other passtimes, like videogames and books, but yet I still felt like I missed the old online community, and wanted something similar. I got that with Minecraft. I sat there, deciding what my username would be, the the name that would be set in stone for my little cube guy. Then I remembered my two main names, Rosso22 and Drakon (My minifigs name in LEGO Universe). I fused them. I created Rosdrakon."

Phew! Thats a lot of words...My hands hurt. Anyway, that concludes my second paragraph and "First chapter" of my tale. I shall take a break, and write the final two paragraphs later on, when I feel like it. Until then, I hope this clarifies a few things! Oh, and if you made it this far without sinking into depression, great job! I would give you a prize, but as of now I am fresh out... See ya next time!

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