Thread:MeltE2/@comment-26447345-20150530020212/@comment-26447345-20150530032420

Luke McSwagger99 wrote: Wolfasa1 wrote: Slicer Vorzakh wrote: I'd just like to point out the saying you are you user that has violated wikia's terms of use hundreds, maybe thousands of times, along with technically breaking the law right in front of volunteer staff member who have a vengeance against the person you were trying to impersonate is completely stupid, for lack of a better word. It was extreme and those who blocked you should have been more open to listening, but your actions were idiotic and IDK how you saw any different out come.

Sorry if this came out sounding mean. I guess it has gotten to the point where making a sarcastic reference, not even at a staff, leads to a global block, and when I try to point out the comedical characteristics of it, people take it to extremes such as this.

I'm coming to the realization that I have far outlived my welcome here. I used to think that my legacy would endure construeing me as friendly and popluar member of the Message Boards in Golden Age of friendships and comedy. But I see that's fallen around my ears, and I might as well leave, because clearly that is no longer what people see or even remember me as. New people judging me like this, not even knowing or caring who I was. I suppose it's partially my fault, largely a reaction to comments such as this, but whatever. cya guys. I'm done with people like you. You'll just roll your eyes and say this was all me, and I suppose it may be, but people like you played a large roll in this, and it has sobered me to who my real friends were on the MBs. If you took into understanding the entirety of the situation you would have probably realized that it's more than a sarcastic reference; it's misleading wikia.com staff into thinking that your account is being accessed by a user who has committed serious offenses and therefore you would have reconsidered your actions with a higher level of seriousness.

I agree, you probably appeal to others as more friendly and popular under the Message Boards where every post is moderated by a moderator before it is made public, to be seen by everyone. Not that that state is unachievable on here as well, its just more difficult for many of us. I'm sincerely sorry that you don't find us agreeable and wish you could return with another chance, but if you must leave then goodbye, Wolfy. I suppose I was incorrect in assuming that certain staff can place common sence above their fear of a troll, which I had thought would be surely the case, especially considering the staff was aware of a previous such situation.

I don't think it is as much that I don't have to comply to the rules of moderation before even hoping to have my post see the light of others eyes, it is more that fact that the reactions of certain staff on this wiki to my joining almost a year ago seriously derailed my image of what this place was supposed to be like, and that assumption being incorrect led to my expectations missing wildely leaving me perhaps unguarded for what this place was really like. And when I was exposed to certain scraps of opinion I was unprepared for it and my gut reaction was a bad one. And that first action led a few *cough Ava cough :P* to think of me in a certain light, and when I tried to comically play off those thoughts in a satirical way others mistook it as what I actually thought about them and it inevitably led to people thinking of me as they do now.

I may be making shots in the dark, but at least in my mind, a vague bit of proof that snags onto this chain of ideas is the fact that when led into an innocent enviroment, say, the tranquility of midnight chat, I retain the values that people thought my best from the MB's, my friendliness, humor, sensitivity, and general air of calm and collected.

But I realize what has happened, and I may try and throw this train of woe back onto the tracks, or just give it up and jump off, leaving the passengers with a sick memory of me, but the future recipients of my presence untainted by certain unfortunate events which may have occured here.

Does any of that make any sense? :/