User blog:Nehpets700/So I'm not quite dead

Hey all. I'm not dead. Before you immediately hate me deem me and liar, please allow me to explain first. See, just because I'm alive, doesn't mean this hospital situation is any less true. See, I was really sure I was going to die (and that could still happen), but it was dragging out too long. People would start getting their hopes up that I would actually make it, and I didn't want that to happen and for their hopes to just be crushed, so I had Master Steve speed up the process by saying I was already dead. That's not exactly something I'm proud of, so please don't get mad at him for lying. I was even technically "dead" at one point. Today is the first day I was able to stand in awhile (and I fell immediatly). I really didn't have any selfish intent when saying I was dead. I'm not asking for forgiveness, just for understanding. Only todaay did I actually read all the kind messages you guys have left on my page, and I'm really touched by all your kindness. Even if I actually make it, and live for 80 more years, I'll still never forget all the love you guys have shown me.