User:Slicer Vorzakh/ChatLogs/4 June 2016

 [03:51]  I don't think he takes almost everything seriously [03:51]  yeah i was just going to say that [03:52]  it kinda makes me mad that he claims hes depressed and hes wanted to kill himself but once i bring up that im like this he treats it like a joke [03:52]  Maybe it's how he copes...? I don't know. I was not around to talk to fort, so (shrug2) [03:52]  Yeeeaahh [03:52]  Yeah Hype I don't know either [03:52]  Everybody is different. That's all I can say (derp) [03:52]  Fort needs help but rejects it and closes himself off [03:52]  Assuming he genuinely does have depression [03:53]  Then acts like a hypocrite [03:53]  what i think happens (this happened to me too) is that he got so used to how he felt he started kinda joking about killing himself and stuff and then once someone else (who isnt used to joking about their problems) brings it up its a natural thing for him to think lightly about it, because thats what he does to himself [03:54]  Ahhh [03:54]  because i think i have legit joked about at least 2 people on lmbw commiting suicide [03:54]  ok... maybe like 5 [03:54]  That actually explains it well [03:54] <Supitsnotkira> yeh [03:55] <Person of Info> Like, it reaches the point that when people say they feel sorry about you and say they want to help you in any way they can, you find the thought absurd and you laugh it off or something like that [03:56] <Supitsnotkira> yeah [03:56] <Person of Info> Like, it's become so natural, so normal that it feels funny when people get worked up about you being that way [03:57] <Person of Info> That's how I've started feeling, sort of [03:57] <Person of Info> Like, I don't feel it's that serious anymore really [03:57] <HyperFlash Studios> o/ [03:57] <Person of Info> Like, whatever [03:57] <Supitsnotkira> after awhile i think his personality rubbed off on me or something because i never remember a single time where i tried to help him or he tried to help me. i remember we would even talk about the advantages and disadvanges of different ways we could kill ourselves one time and we acted like it wasnt even serious [03:57] <Supitsnotkira> yeah [03:57] <Nart L. Chipikal> i've given up on wanting to kill myself, so now life is just a slow, slow crawl [03:58] <Supitsnotkira> ^ [03:58] <Person of Info> ^ [03:58] <Person of Info> And ah, that makes sense [03:58] <Nart L. Chipikal> i kinda feel that way too [03:58] <Person of Info> I want to say I feel sorry but this has become such a normal thing that I don't really feel much at all [03:59] <Nart L. Chipikal> what is feeling [03:59] <Person of Info> Yeah Nart [03:59] <Person of Info> Dunno either [03:59] <Person of Info> Fort kind of influenced me too but to a lesser extent [03:59] <Supitsnotkira> same [03:59] <Nart L. Chipikal> like, i'm still hoping that he pops onto google at least sometime, to maybe have a casual conversation with him [03:59] <Nart L. Chipikal> but it's not the same as it used to be two-three years ago [03:59] <Supitsnotkira> i think i used to cry so much that i kinda just turned numb, and not this time because of fort [04:00] <Supitsnotkira> aw :c [04:00] <Person of Info> As entertaining as he was to talk to, he wasn't really a good influence [04:00] <Person of Info> Awww Nart :\ [04:00] <Nart L. Chipikal> i still think highly of him [04:00] <Person of Info> Oh really Kira? [04:00] <Nart L. Chipikal> but i dunno anymore [04:00] <Person of Info> And hmm that makes sense Nart [04:00] <Person of Info> Oh? [04:00] <Supitsnotkira> i kinda want to unblock him to kinda just... see him again [04:00] <Supitsnotkira> even though i dont really like him anymore [04:00] <Supitsnotkira> but like its been awhile [04:01] <Supitsnotkira> and i think his steam profile is private so its not like i can stalk him [04:01] <Nart L. Chipikal> last thing i told him was that i came back from vacation and to hope that he had a good weekend [04:01] <Nart L. Chipikal> i dunno if he cares about me anymore though [04:01] <Person of Info> Hmmm yeah, I get how that feels [04:01] <Person of Info> Yeah [04:01] <Supitsnotkira> hm [04:02] <Person of Info> And yeah it's private [04:02] <Person of Info> Awww Nart :C [04:02] <Nart L. Chipikal> i've been occupying myself with comp tf2 since december, when he stopped talking to me as much [04:02] <Person of Info> I wish I could say something about moving on but really, it's never easy [04:02] <Nart L. Chipikal> though i guess things changed last year [04:02] <Person of Info> YEah, December was when he stopped talking to some people [04:02] <Supitsnotkira> should i unblock him and asked if hes killed himself yet or is that considered an insensitive thing to do [04:02] <Person of Info> Yeah Nart [04:02] <Nart L. Chipikal> i mean, not like i'm lonely and bitter [04:02] <Person of Info> Uh [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> but i kinda am? [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> i dunno [04:03] <Person of Info> I'm not really sure Kira [04:03] <Supitsnotkira> eh oh well [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> well, that's a bit direct [04:03] <Person of Info> ^ [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> pretty sure he's still alive though [04:03] <Person of Info> Yeah [04:03] <Supitsnotkira> oh [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> like, i still consider him a close friend [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> but we don't talk much anymore, not since last year [04:03] <Supitsnotkira> well what other conversation start do i have for randomly showing up after a few months because i blocked him for being a butthole [04:03] <Nart L. Chipikal> so i dunno about that [04:03] <Supitsnotkira> starter* [04:04] <Nart L. Chipikal> he's probably playing overwatch or civ or something [04:04] <Person of Info> Well, good point Kira [04:04] <Nart L. Chipikal> overwatch is like everywhere, all my teammates are playing it &gt;w&lt; [04:04] <Nart L. Chipikal> my former teammates, anyway [04:04] <Person of Info> Yeah he probably is Nart but since we don't know what he's been up to, we can't be too sure [04:04] <Person of Info> Oh, you don't talk to them anymore? :c [04:04] <Supitsnotkira> he convinced me to get civ [04:04] <Supitsnotkira> &gt;has only played 8 hours of it [04:05] <Person of Info> GG [04:05] <Nart L. Chipikal> i've only played four minutes, lol [04:05] <Supitsnotkira> idk how he manages hours on that [04:05] <Nart L. Chipikal> started with settler, moved one space, didn't know what to do after that, then stopped [04:05] <Nart L. Chipikal> the end [04:05] <Supitsnotkira> hah [04:05] <Supitsnotkira> i just kept making farms and hoping something would happen [04:05] <Nart L. Chipikal> farms make food [04:05] <Nart L. Chipikal> you can pretend to be the farmers insurance people [04:06] <Supitsnotkira> "just keep farming. oh, enemies. a reason to move all of my people now" [04:06] <Supitsnotkira> yay [04:06] <Nart L. Chipikal> and sing that gong, we are farmers, dun dun dun dun dun dun dun [04:06] <Nart L. Chipikal> *song [04:06] <Nart L. Chipikal> who sings with a gong anyway [04:06] <Supitsnotkira> everyone in my old 5th grade class? [04:06] <Nart L. Chipikal> really? [04:07] <Person of Info> Test [04:07] <Nart L. Chipikal> so they all just bring a gong with them to school and bang it while they sing something? [04:07] <Supitsnotkira> i dont thing so [04:07] <Person of Info> I misread thing [04:08] <Supitsnotkira> think* [04:08] <Supitsnotkira> shush [04:08] <Person of Info> Okie [04:08] <Person of Info> I should be mindful of the children in this chat [04:08] <Nart L. Chipikal> shhh, shhh, is okay bby [04:08] <Person of Info> Alrighty Nart 3: [04:08] <Nart L. Chipikal> you know, someone called me a queer when i said that to someone during a game [04:08] <Supitsnotkira> i dont think children even go on lmbw anymore [04:08] <Person of Info> Oh? [04:08] <Person of Info> And why not,Kira? [04:09] <Nart L. Chipikal> randoms are weird [04:09] <Supitsnotkira> idk most of lmbw is just 18 year old gay lego fans [04:09] <Nart L. Chipikal> i'm gonna be 17 in two weeks o: [04:09] <Supitsnotkira> woah o: [04:09] <Supitsnotkira> thats a big number c: [04:09] <Nart L. Chipikal> on the 14th, to be exact o: [04:09] <Nart L. Chipikal> i'm not ready o: [04:09] <Nart L. Chipikal> i have summer school, then i have to learn driving, and also how to ride a bike [04:10] <Supitsnotkira> oh :c [04:10] <Supitsnotkira> bikes are scary [04:10] <Nart L. Chipikal> everyone keeps telling me, "you don't know how to ride a bike?" [04:10] <Supitsnotkira> if it makes you feel better i dont know how to swim [04:10] <Person of Info> 18 year old gay lego fans sounds accurate enough [04:10] <Supitsnotkira> yep [04:10] <Nart L. Chipikal> and then i say yes, then they say "oh but it's easy you can do it" [04:10] <Nart L. Chipikal> i have never ridden a bike [04:10] <Nart L. Chipikal> ever [04:10] <Person of Info> I'm not technically gay nor do I like lego anymore though [04:10] <Person of Info> And Nart [04:11] <Person of Info> I getcha, bike riding is tricky 3: [04:11] <Person of Info> Like, how do people even ride? [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> i am almost 17, pan, and not so much a lego fan anymore [04:11] <Supitsnotkira> i dont like legos, im not gay, and im not from the mbs [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> i think the lego thing was a phase [04:11] <Supitsnotkira> lol [04:11] <Person of Info> True [04:11] <Person of Info> Too true (derp) [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> like around the time that i met fort, he had stories about lego universe [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> and those were great [04:11] <Person of Info> And you're a pancake Nart? Nice C: [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> and so i got into it [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> and i made bad arts [04:11] <Nart L. Chipikal> and stories [04:11] <Person of Info> Ah, that explains it [04:11] <Person of Info> Oh? [04:12] <Nart L. Chipikal> that somehow people are still bugging me to update even though it's been like two years already cut it out :C [04:12] <Nart L. Chipikal> like bluh [04:12] <Person of Info> Oh? People still ask for updates for dead stories? 3: [04:13] <Person of Info> Don't they check the date stamps? 3: [04:13] <Person of Info> Then again, this /is/ the LMBs so :{p [04:13] <Nart L. Chipikal> nah, my stories are on fanfiction.net [04:13] <Nart L. Chipikal> i tried to do a crossover between lu and chima [04:13] <Nart L. Chipikal> only one chapter [04:13] <Supitsnotkira> for some reason i thought pi said "and you make pancake art?" [04:13] <Supitsnotkira> pancake art is the best [04:13] <Nart L. Chipikal> haven't even finished the second for like two years [04:13] <Supitsnotkira> imgur has a lot of pancake art posts [04:13] <Supitsnotkira> they make me happy [04:14] <Supitsnotkira> sry totally off topic [04:14] <Nart L. Chipikal> pancake art is nice [04:14] <Person of Info> Oh I see [04:14] <Person of Info> Pancake art is a thing? [04:14] <Supitsnotkira> yea [04:14] <Nart L. Chipikal> have you tried to do pancake art? o: [04:14] <Supitsnotkira> lol no [04:14] <Person of Info> What's pancake art? 3: [04:14] <Person of Info> All I know is eating pancakes [04:14] <Supitsnotkira> lemme try to find a picture pi [04:14] <HyperFlash Studios> Pancake art? [04:14] <Nart L. Chipikal> you don't stop to appreciate the distinctiveness of individual blotches of the surface of the pancake? o: [04:15] <Slicer Vorzakh> [<img class="chatags-image" src="http://lovethisgif.com/uploaded_images/4282-Pancake-Artist.gif?1"> [04:15] <HyperFlash Studios> oooh nice [04:15] <Supitsnotkira> ah gifs on chat scare me [04:15] <Person of Info> Wow [04:16] <Person of Info> That's [04:16] <Slicer Vorzakh> dont be afraid kira theyre just moving pictures [04:16] <Person of Info> That's so bootyful [04:16] <Nart L. Chipikal> ahhh, moving pictures :C [04:16] <Supitsnotkira> http://i.imgur.com/EBYJ4lt.gifv i like this one better [04:16] <Supitsnotkira> my life is just a bunch of moving pictures [04:16] <Supitsnotkira> *sheds a tear* [04:16] <Supitsnotkira> and nothing more. [04:17] <Person of Info> Wooow (sie) [04:17] <Nart L. Chipikal> anything can be everything if you believe hard enough o: [04:17] <Person of Info> That's so cute it looks too cute to eat, but I want to eat it too (sie) [04:17] <HyperFlash Studios> sometimes I wonder... is what you see what really is? Is the world completely different then what you think? [04:17] <Person of Info> And Kira there are sounds too, not just pictures [04:18] <Person of Info> And Nart I'd debate that 3: [04:18] <Supitsnotkira> what are sounds [04:18] <HyperFlash Studios> Darn it, Pack's poeticness is rubbing off on me (hipster) [04:18] <Person of Info> They're things that you can perceive when sounds waves reach your eardrums [04:19] <Person of Info> More like his nonsense pseudophilosophy Hype [04:19] <Supitsnotkira> o [04:19] <HyperFlash Studios> gg [04:23] <Slicer Vorzakh> why do i keep playing slitherio i know im always gonna end up disappointed [04:25] <Slicer Vorzakh> oh muhamad ali died [04:26] <HyperFlash Studios> He did? [04:26] <Person of Info> He did? [04:26] <Slicer Vorzakh> yep [04:27] <HyperFlash Studios> Dang [04:27] <Person of Info> How? When? Why? [04:27] <Slicer Vorzakh> http://abcnews.go.com/US/muhammad-ali-dies-greatest-boxer-dead-74/story?id=18391211 [04:27] <Slicer Vorzakh> well it just got announced [04:29] <Person of Info> Ah so he is dead [04:29] <Person of Info> It's hard to say you feel bad if you don't feel anything. [04:30] <Person of Info> Awkward when a famous person is dead and you're all "mkay" [04:30] <Person of Info> while everyone else is mourning [04:30] <Person of Info> What's your take on it Nart? [04:32] <Slicer Vorzakh> its perfectly fine not to feel anything when he has no connection to you [04:33] <Person of Info> Ah, alrighty, the no connection thing is a good point. [04:36] <Nart L. Chipikal> i dunno [04:37] <Nart L. Chipikal> i'm mostly focused on trump having visited my city yesterday [04:37] <Nart L. Chipikal> like bluh [04:37] <Skully Of House Lannister> muhammed ali died? [04:37] <Skully Of House Lannister> jeez [04:39] <Person of Info> Whaaat [04:39] <Person of Info> The man who is literally worse than the devil visited your city? 3: [04:40] <Person of Info> But whyyy [04:42] <Nart L. Chipikal> i don't know ;w; [04:43] <Nart L. Chipikal> https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Cj5KsZsVAAUyFkz.jpg:large [04:43] <Nart L. Chipikal> this is the mcemery convention center in my city [04:43] <Nart L. Chipikal> apparently he was there [04:43] <Person of Info> Oooh it looks nice c: [04:43] <Person of Info> Awwwww that sucks :c [04:44] <Slicer Vorzakh> bernie sanders may have been in an innout near me [04:44] <Person of Info> Oooh nice [04:45] <Cuddlefan> I forgot I left [04:45] <HyperFlash Studios> o/ [04:48] <Cuddlefan> I see you changed your pic [04:49] <HyperFlash Studios> Yep [04:50] <Person of Info> I like the red scarf [04:50] <Person of Info> Does it symbolise your passion? [04:51] <HyperFlash Studios> Kind of. I usually change to the red scarf when I'm feeling good about something (derp) [04:51] <Person of Info> Oh? What is it? :P [04:51] <Person of Info> Also good going Hype you scared him away (derp) [04:51] <HyperFlash Studios> Well I got patroller and- that was your fault (ale)