Thread:Johnyjo/@comment-27163680-20160502191050

Hey Johny! ^_^

Well, as you told me earlier... Six months ago we met... Look at how our friendship had blossomed! ^_^ I'm so happy to have someone like you... :D I'm sorry as IDK what to say, it's late right now and I wrote you a REALLY LONG poem, about 113 lines long. XD I hope it's worth your time. :)

Unbreakable walls Yet another brick on that wall You cement it with the fear of taking a fall. Cemented with anger and frustration, this Landscape which was once clear is now amiss. “You want to build another one?!” I yell And throw more bricks. You pick up the ones that fell And lay them thoughtlessly. “Where Have we ended?” I fling another there Where it might hurt. Impaled we with Hate you did, my heart is quivering with One hit followed by many others. Argue We used to on who loves more, you Would always find a way around. Now screams of hate and imperfection surround. In a few seconds another strong wall is built Standing tall, cemented with worthless guilt. “You expect too much!” you shout, “You Want too much. I have my limits and so do you.” “Walls are what you’re making!” I rebuke “Walls Are all you’ve made. And see what it calls Out- nothing except another wall.” “What do you expect me to deliver? You want all!” “All I wanted is long gone and is never coming back!” The surroundings turn darker with each brick. Black Is the colourful surroundings. You add a few more; That scenic view we used to adore is no more. The darkness envelopes us, infecting us With fear. Fear is what love would cuss But all we cuss is love. I slowly step back When another wall steps forth, taken aback. I try to calm down and when I do I Realize how far we are from the sky. I see that your emotions control you, not you Having the upper hand. With your words you Beat me up black and blue. I see the heart That I gave you and asked you to never depart. Ironically I’m trying to take it back while Trying not to lose you. I see you’re running a mile While staying in the same place. You’re not sure What you’re thinking, so does the person you used to adore. I try to bring you back but you’re long gone. You take the wrong signal and drop what I was fond Of. They say falling in love is the best feeling But everything that falls breaks. I guess I fell while dreaming Of the time you’d catch me. Now I realize that I was so high nobody would ever see that. I pulled you up my mountain of emotions and Unknowingly let you push me down. You extend your hand When you see that tiny heart slip away. Alas It shatters into a million pieces, from stone turned to glass. I step over the glass and endure the pain Trying to make you understand what we’ve not to gain. It’s too late when you realize that we took a step in The wrong direction. I try to bear it but the pain in My heart just amplifies all over. I crave for a little light But darkness had taken over in our fright. A little tear streams down my face and you spot it. You wipe it off and I see two stream down your bit. We both cry as you pull me close, realizing where this ends. Our fears have transformed us. What bends Too much might break, just like we did. Our emotions, thoughts and feelings we hid But now it’s all let out, there’s nothing more to say. Started out happy and gleeful just like the day, As the sun rose higher so did our love All other thoughts aside did we shove. With the coming of the sunset came the rain But the love between us did not drain. You drenched yourself to keep me warm while I tried my best to give back more than a smile. The late evening lasted longer than expected, we went Through many ups and downs. So many dramatic changes bent Us all over. We started to drift away Even though together we tried to stay. We realized we had different dreams, a different life Our goals for the first time stood in our way, strife Was what we felt. I feel your arms around me, Trying not to let me go, “I’m sorry, please forgive me…” You say in a soft whisper. I feel the pain and sorrow And feel the same. Whether it be today or tomorrow I don’t think anyone will make me feel like you do. “I forgive you,” I say “I’ve done wrong too… Please forgive me too and I hope that it’s over.” “Of course I do, I forgive you little four leaved clover- You’re something hard to find but when you spot one-“ “You see something special.” I finish. You smile and cry At the same time, happy that we’re kinda dry Even though tears drench us. It won’t ever be the same Especially like those secret midnight surprises. No one is to blame, Change happens even though many hate change. My heart is healing, feeling better. “I love you, John More than I can imagine. Even though I’ve hurt you beyond Comprehension, I hope that you do too…” You just squeeze me and say “Look, we’re like glue! We’ve stuck together for six months, let’s see if we can Make them more, oh I know we can!” I feel the warmth and happiness, all of it is coming back. I feel the vanishing of emptiness and you coming back. Those good old days are gone but better will come. All the love you’ve shown me can’t be put into words. Numb I am when I try to. Sometimes feelings are only meant to be felt Just like you learn only when situations are dealt. The walls around us slowly collapse, but I still see the darkness. The sun has completely vanished but in its place is bliss. The velvety sky is shimmering with a million stars It warms us in this cool wind, it heals all our scars. Some of us are scared of what comes after the light But everyday when the sunsets, comes the night. We go through the dark and might dwell in it But in the end light shall pace forth. We might lose, we might win All the matters is that we make it a merry din. 