User:Marcel77799/Chat/Logs/15 May 2016

 [11:19]  i'VE BEEn here for an hour [11:19]  reese is a repairman [11:19]  Pac [11:20]  Did you want something from me [11:20]  No [11:20]  REESE IS A HOT PIZZA DELIVERY MAN [11:20]  GAH [11:20]  get a room [11:20]  U PUNK [11:20]  ked dont believe everything the government tells you [11:20]  ill pay for the hotel bill [11:20]  jesus [11:20]  Then why did you ping me [11:20]  packed [11:20]  Are the suitcases packed [11:20] <Ked830> but it's not the government it's fanfic [11:20] <Pacman87> pac [11:20] <Pacman87> ked [11:20] <Ked830> :c [11:20] <Pacman87> packed [11:21] <Ked830> what [11:21] <Ked830> wait [11:21] <Ked830> what [11:21] <Pacman87> wolfasa stop shipping [11:21] <Wolfasa> Get a room [11:21] <Pacman87> REPAIRMAN [11:21] <Ked830> PIZZA DELIVERY GUY [11:21] <HyperFlash Studios> What [11:21] <Wolfasa> I'm not shipping, just don't flirt in main &gt;.&gt; [11:21] <Ked830> I'M NOT FL- [11:21] <Son of Elrond> someone kill me now I just made a topic dedicated to pac [11:21] <Wolfasa> lol [11:21] <Ked830> *kill SOE with chocolate* [11:22] <Son of Elrond> the best way to go [11:22] <Ked830> (y) :3 [11:22] <Wolfasa> No [11:22] <Wolfasa> imagine the stomach ache [11:22] <Wolfasa> if you ate that much chocolate [11:22] <Wolfasa> that would be one of the worst ways to go [11:22] <Son of Elrond> it's worth it though [11:22] <Son of Elrond> because [11:22] <Son of Elrond> chocolate [11:23] <Son of Elrond> hi yang [11:23] <Ked830> Heyanggg [11:23] <Ked830> :333 [11:23] <Izzybe5> hello person unknown to me [11:23] <Yang624> Hey guys o/ [11:23] <Yang624> Hello person I've never met before (as) [11:23] <Son of Elrond> so I just ate 2 burgers (y) [11:23] <Yang624> And Keeeeeddy :3 [11:23] <GuacamoleCCXR> so apparently i have a new phone now lol [11:23] <Son of Elrond> and am now jamming on little uke [11:23] <Izzybe5> I WANT PASTA NOW [11:23] <Yang624> Woah gurl [11:23] <Son of Elrond> o/ [11:24] <Yang624> Calm down [11:24] <Izzybe5> Even tho I'll puke it up [11:24] <Wolfasa> Nice Guac [11:24] <Wolfasa> what is it? [11:24] <Yang624> Stressin out like this over pasta won't help one bit (as) [11:24] <GuacamoleCCXR> not as in [11:24] <GuacamoleCCXR> a whole new phone [11:24] <GuacamoleCCXR> but [11:24] <Izzybe5> are you from the MBs, yang? and if so, did someone update the user article [11:24] <Yang624> Especially if you're just gonna like, puke it all up or something (as) [11:24] <Yang624> Yeah [11:24] <GuacamoleCCXR> I went to the apple store today because I thought my phone was eligible for hte sleep/wake button replacement programme [11:24] <Izzybe5> name? [11:25] <Wolfasa> There's a user article? :P [11:25] <GuacamoleCCXR> and they looked at it and realises that the battery was bloated which isn't really safe so the display started popping out [11:25] <Wolfasa> Oh wow [11:25] <Yang624> Its yyangbbriana [11:25] <GuacamoleCCXR> and they just gave me a new iPhone 5 instead [11:25] <Wolfasa> Was it a 4/4s model? [11:25] <Izzybe5> oh does one need to be made [11:25] <Wolfasa> oh [11:25] <Yang624> I haven't really used my account much (as) [11:25] <Wolfasa> well nice [11:25] <Yang624> And I don't care if I have a page or not (as) [11:25] <Izzybe5> then how did you find this lameo place [11:25] <Wolfasa> I personally hate iOS with a passion but god for you :P [11:25] <Yang624> Hmm where's Twerp? :P [11:25] <Yang624> Google [11:25] <HyperFlash Studios> ... (ale) [11:25] <GuacamoleCCXR> so that's a good time [11:25] <HyperFlash Studios> stop [11:25] <HyperFlash Studios> pinging [11:25] <Izzybe5> saem [11:25] <HyperFlash Studios> me [11:26] <Yang624> I was bored (derp) [11:26] <HyperFlash Studios> That's not an excuse (ale) [11:26] <Yang624> This place is a great way to kill time (y) [11:26] <Wolfasa> So my Spotify is made up almost entirely of metal [11:26] <Wolfasa> with some rock mixed in [11:26] <GuacamoleCCXR> i like iOS really, but i don't like a lot of the other stuff about how iphones work; i was going to get a different OS after this phone just to try what it's like, but now that isn't happening for a while [11:26] <Izzybe5> hype [11:26] <Izzybe5> hey hype [11:26] <Wolfasa> but then I have one extreme rap song [11:26] <Izzybe5> hype [11:26] <Yang624> You agree with me, right, Twerpy? ;) [11:26] <HyperFlash Studios> ... [11:26] <Wolfasa> and I live in constant fear that it will come up in Shuffle when Im playing music out loud [11:26] <HyperFlash Studios> Yang [11:27] <Wolfasa> Cause I'm white [11:27] <HyperFlash Studios> I'm warning you now [11:27] <HyperFlash Studios> Stop. Pinging. Me. [11:27] <Wolfasa> and if people heard me listening to this [11:27] <Wolfasa> I would be shanked [11:27] <Yang624> Hmmm? Did I stub your toe or somethin--oh :P [11:27] <Yang624> Ill try not to, alright. (As) [11:27] <HyperFlash Studios> ... (ale) [11:27] <Izzybe5> you're so lame, wolf [11:27] <Izzybe5> :3 [11:27] <GuacamoleCCXR> wolf [11:28] <GuacamoleCCXR> i'm white and i listen to like [11:28] <Yang624> ...what, Wolf (derp) [11:28] <GuacamoleCCXR> hector vaé [11:28] <GuacamoleCCXR> lol [11:28] <Wolfasa> But like [11:28] <Wolfasa> n word [11:28] <Wolfasa> every 5 seconds [11:28] <Izzybe5> Go live somewhere where people won't get butthurt over the music you listen to [11:28] <Izzybe5> geez [11:28] <Yang624> Seriously people these days (ys) [11:28] <HyperFlash Studios> brb [11:29] <GuacamoleCCXR> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1LE4qMlU10 so close to 2k though! [11:29] <Son of Elrond> o/ [11:29] <Keplers> All the W and Y names [11:29] <Ked830> Guac is famoose [11:29] <Izzybe5> I have a ridiculous amount of racial slurs in my book. I feel like when I send it in for publishing someone will complain about me being white [11:29] <Wolfasa> I can't stand most any electronically produced music, sorry :P [11:29] <Keplers> Guac has akways been famous [11:29] <Yang624> Hwy Keppy o/ [11:30] <Keplers> Hwyang \o [11:30] <Wolfasa> I'm pretty adamant about my music tastes :P [11:30] <Yang624> Hmmm maybe they won't think it's an issue if he slurs have some sort of context or justification? (As) [11:30] <Keplers> RACIAL SLUR [11:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> that doesn't feel like a valid explanation to me [11:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> i mean [11:30] <Keplers> ^ No context (as) [11:30] <Izzybe5> cowboys were racist, yo [11:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> i get not liking music because you don't like how it sounds [11:31] <Yang624> Yeah (as) [11:31] <Yang624> So it'd be weird seeing them be all progressive :P [11:31] <Wolfasa> Well yeah there's definitely a sound aspect to it [11:31] <GuacamoleCCXR> but basing your dislike for it on the method of production or similar factors feels unreasonably elitist [11:31] <Wolfasa> But I never attested to the logic of my taste :P [11:31] <Keplers> The Progressive Cowboy [11:31] <Keplers> See also: Austin, Texas [11:31] <Wolfasa> Yeah, I am admittedly very unreasonably elitist when it comes to music :P [11:32] <Keplers> &gt;Unreasonably elitist [11:32] <Keplers> &gt;Do you even Baroque [11:32] <Wolfasa> Vivaldi is great [11:32] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Kep, I want to tell you something but I can't PM you [11:32] <Keplers> Okay, you get a pass, Wolf [11:32] <Yang624> Hey uh [11:32] <Wolfasa> It's weird but classical music is actually very much related to metal [11:32] <Yang624> I have to go in a short while but [11:33] <Izzybe5> that's funny wolf [11:33] <Izzybe5> I don't like either [11:33] <Wolfasa> It is [11:33] <GuacamoleCCXR> did someone say baroque [11:33] <GuacamoleCCXR> https://soundcloud.com/commodo/my-liege [11:33] <Yang624> is Twerp still here? (As) [11:33] <Yang624> I need to tel him something before I go [11:33] <Wolfasa> Don't be the stereotyping person that says metal is all noise and screaming :P [11:33] <Izzybe5> I know it's not [11:33] <Keplers> gg guac :P [11:33] <Izzybe5> I just don't like it [11:33] <Wolfasa> Okay, good :P [11:34] <Yang624> ok actually I gtg now [11:34] <Wolfasa> I often make the case to people that in many many cases metal is actually very ornate and melodic :P [11:34] <Wolfasa> But nobody listens to me :P [11:34] <Izzybe5> Ben has linked me to too many songs for me to in good conscience stereotype it [11:34] <Yang624> If you see Twerp, tell him he and I need to talk later (as) [11:34] <Ked830> okieee [11:34] <Yang624> See ya guys o\ [11:34] <Ked830> byyyyyang [11:34] <Izzybe5> He also linked me to the girliest country music I've ever heard in my life, which caused me to loose any shred of respect I had for him [11:34] <Wolfasa> Lololol [11:35] <Yang624> Wow what song is that, Izzy? :P [11:35] <Yang624> I have one in mind (as) [11:35] <HyperFlash Studios> back [11:35] <Izzybe5> There were several [11:35] <Izzybe5> one about being a girl in a country song [11:35] <Izzybe5> and there was horse riding [11:35] <Yang624> Oh that one [11:35] <Izzybe5> and floaty white outfits [11:36] <Yang624> I think I know that one (as) [11:36] <Izzybe5> and he legitimately listens to this [11:36] <Izzybe5> not even ironically [11:36] <Yang624> Wow [11:36] <Yang624> Really [11:36] <Wolfasa> lolol im asking him about it now [11:36] <Izzybe5> If he denies it, he's lying [11:36] <Yang624> People listen to this unironicslly? (Derp) [11:36] <GuacamoleCCXR> https://soundcloud.com/feverkin/feverkin-canteen wolf what do you think about this sort of stuff [11:36] <Ked830> I [11:36] <Ked830> WANT [11:36] <Ked830> TO [11:36] <Ked830> TALK [11:36] <Ked830> TO [11:36] <Ked830> BEN [11:36] <Wolfasa> weird intro :P [11:37] <Ked830> JNOIAWENFEWFKPOMGAEWRF [11:37] <Yang624> Well I should leave soon :P [11:37] <HyperFlash Studios> calm down ked [11:37] <Yang624> Doubt I'll be back later but I'll see [11:37] <Ked830> BUT BEN [11:37] <Ked830> AND EVERYTHING [11:37] <Yang624> Byyyye for real o\ [11:37] <Izzybe5> I'm hungry margaret [11:37] <Izzybe5> I'm hungry [11:37] <Wolfasa> The horn or whatever the hell that is [11:37] <Wolfasa> is so out of place xD [11:37] <HyperFlash Studios> Bai Yang [11:38] <Wolfasa> but it's growing on me [11:38] <Izzybe5> Well aren't you just the little music critic [11:38] <GuacamoleCCXR> bruh that's a clarinet [11:38] <Son of Elrond> you know who can really play the clarinet [11:38] <Wolfasa> Oh xD [11:38] <Son of Elrond> Squidward [11:38] <Son of Elrond> he's boss at it [11:39] <Wolfasa> It isn't an inherently bad song [11:39] <Ked830> o/ [11:39] <Son of Elrond> o/ [11:39] <Ked830> Haiiii [11:39] <GuacamoleCCXR> Oh, hi :3 [11:39] <Aravis Tarkheena> heyo [11:39] <Wolfasa> I would only listen to it as background music though [11:39] <Aravis Tarkheena> my life is over [11:39] <Wolfasa> As a soft background in a room or something maybe [11:39] <Wolfasa> On speakers [11:40] <Ked830> why Ara [11:40] <Wolfasa> Some songs I would only listen to on speakers [11:40] <Wolfasa> this is one of them [11:40] <Keplers> It took three and a half years [11:40] <Keplers> But we did Ara in, just like Marc [11:40] <Aravis Tarkheena> I have no extracurricular anymore [11:40] <Ked830> wha [11:41] <Aravis Tarkheena> my performing arts season is over, Ked [11:41] <Aravis Tarkheena> I have no friends anymore [11:41] <Wolfasa> Guac [11:41] <Wolfasa> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xeFpS8h0teA [11:41] <Ked830> aw no [11:41] <Wolfasa> tell me what you think [11:41] <Ked830> that sucks [11:41] <Wolfasa> This is some post-rock stuff I like [11:41] <Izzybe5> oh whoa [11:41] <Izzybe5> no [11:42] <GuacamoleCCXR> this is a bit of a bad time, Dearest, because I need to go in like a couple minutes [11:42] <Son of Elrond> hi luke [11:42] <Aravis Tarkheena> It's okay [11:43] <Aravis Tarkheena> I'm glad to see you're alive :P [11:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> I certainly am :P [11:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> Wolf, all the layered distrotion clutters 3.5k [11:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> *distortion [11:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> around 2:50 [11:45] <Izzybe5> almost finished with my third viewing of deadpool (cute) [11:45] <Wolfasa> Yeah they play with a lot of interesting sounds [11:45] <Wolfasa> They're one of my favorite bands [11:45] <Ked830> derp and riiiiiio [11:45] <Son of Elrond> o/ [11:45] <Wolfasa> They have some faster songs but not much faster [11:46] <Derpulse> peeples o/ [11:46] <Riolu777> hello [11:46] <Aravis Tarkheena> And you've had a good day? [11:46] <Aravis Tarkheena> Hi Father [11:46] <GuacamoleCCXR> at this point it's difficult for me to call anything made with a live instrument interesting, because you know, I listened to a Noisia song once :P [11:46] <Izzybe5> rio [11:46] <Riolu777> hi daughter [11:46] <Izzybe5> rio [11:46] <Izzybe5> rio [11:46] <Riolu777> izzy [11:46] <Riolu777> what [11:46] <GuacamoleCCXR> not dissing live instruments, acoustic guitars are still like the best thing [11:46] <Izzybe5> who is this gorgeous man you have as your avvie [11:46] <Riolu777> roman josi [11:46] <Riolu777> hockey player [11:46] <Riolu777> look him up [11:46] <GuacamoleCCXR> but in terms of sound design, they simply do not compare [11:46] <Izzybe5> I love his faaaaace [11:46] <Riolu777> there is so much beauty to look at [11:46] <Izzybe5> and his suit [11:47] <GuacamoleCCXR> and today was an alright day I guess [11:47] <GuacamoleCCXR> I didn't tell you about the phone yet did I :P [11:47] <Aravis Tarkheena> No, you did not :P [11:47] <Aravis Tarkheena> Just that it existed : [11:48] <Aravis Tarkheena> *:P [11:48] <GuacamoleCCXR> oh, wow, I have to go now [11:48] <GuacamoleCCXR> essentially [11:48] <Wolfasa> o/ [11:49] <GuacamoleCCXR> and they gave me a new one :P [11:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> ooh, so it's a good thing you went :P [11:50] <GuacamoleCCXR> I did pay like 70 bucks for it, but that's almost 250 or so less than factory new [11:50] <GuacamoleCCXR> so it's okay :P [11:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> you told me about your friend whose phone exploded [11:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> This may have been the same issue? : [11:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> * :P [11:50] <GuacamoleCCXR> yes [11:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> So it's a good thing you don't have it [11:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> and the backup worked just fine [11:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> so I didn't lose my cats :P [11:51] <Aravis Tarkheena> your old phone was a what :P [11:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> iPhone 5 32GB :P [11:51] <Aravis Tarkheena> And this is the same [11:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> yeah [11:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> anyway, I need to go [11:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> quick :P [11:56] <Ked830> Hype [11:56] <HyperFlash Studios> wat [11:56] <Ked830> Yang wants to talk with you later [11:56] <HyperFlash Studios> I know [11:56] <Ked830> apparently [11:56] <Ked830> ohkay [11:56] <HyperFlash Studios> I was watching chat the whole time [11:56] <Ked830> (gasp) [11:56] <HyperFlash Studios> And I started chatting right before she got off [11:57] <Ked830> wAIT [11:57] <Ked830> hah i didn't know Yang was a guy i'm an idiot XDDD [11:57] <Ked830> waiyt [11:57] <Ked830> i mean girl [11:57] <Ked830> yea i'm an idiot c: [11:57] <Izzybe5> I am so hungry ;~; [11:57] <HyperFlash Studios> Well, Yang told me she was a girl, but ya never know [11:57] <HyperFlash Studios> The internet, amirite? (as) [11:57] <Ked830> yes, ofc [11:58] <Ked830> blasted internet that doth consume our lives [11:58] <Ked830> who knows [11:58] <Ked830> i might be a llama [11:58] <HyperFlash Studios> :O [11:58] <Izzybe5> Have you ever had blueberry juice [11:58] <HyperFlash Studios> I don't think I have [11:58] <Riolu777> that sounds funky [11:58] <Izzybe5> Exactly [11:58] <HyperFlash Studios> Sounds delicious tho [11:58] <Izzybe5> no [11:58] <Izzybe5> you can't juice blueberries [11:58] <Izzybe5> (ys) [11:58] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Guys [11:58] <Izzybe5> It just isn't done [11:58] <Ked830> i'm a llama, i spit *pfffffft spit* [11:59] <Izzybe5> Ked! [11:59] <Izzybe5> Bad girl! [11:59] <Izzybe5> Spitting is rude [11:59] <Ked830> maaah [11:59] <Ked830> ;~: [11:59] <Izzybe5> Don't make me force feed you lasagna [11:59] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Guys? [11:59] <HyperFlash Studios> You can have pomagranate juice (:|) [11:59] <Ked830> yes nya [11:59] <HyperFlash Studios> Yes Nya? [11:59] <Ked830> ugh brb [11:59] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Thanks Hype -_- [11:59] <HyperFlash Studios> Your welcome? [12:00] <HyperFlash Studios> oh [12:00] <Aravis Tarkheena> Rio [12:00] <HyperFlash Studios> sorry (derp2) [12:00] <Aravis Tarkheena> Father [12:00] <Wolfasa> you're* [12:00] <Wolf nya of House Stark> This will probably be my last night here [12:00] <HyperFlash Studios> Yes, thank you for correcting my grammar Wolfy [12:00] <Wolf nya of House Stark> If you care at all [12:00] <Son of Elrond> what does js eman [12:00] <Son of Elrond> mean [12:00] <Ked830> Just saying [12:00] <HyperFlash Studios> just sayin' [12:01] <Son of Elrond> oh [12:01] <Son of Elrond> k [12:01] <Ked830> Are you going now nya? [12:01] <Ked830> Or? [12:01] <HyperFlash Studios> Why are you leaving? [12:01] <Wolf nya of House Stark> I don't want to live anymore [12:02] <Aravis Tarkheena> It's never so bad as that, nya [12:02] <Wolf nya of House Stark> well you haven't been me [12:02] <Aravis Tarkheena> I get how you feel, but it's possible to get over it [12:03] <Wolf nya of House Stark> no [12:03] <Aravis Tarkheena> I know, I haven't been you. [12:03] <Aravis Tarkheena> But I also have not wanted to live anymore [12:03] <HyperFlash Studios> There are lots of people who have felt the same way you do [12:03] <Wolf nya of House Stark> I don't care [12:03] <Wolf nya of House Stark> They aren't me [12:03] <Riolu777> yes Daughter [12:03] <HyperFlash Studios> Well no one is going to be you [12:03] <HyperFlash Studios> no one else, that it [12:03] <HyperFlash Studios> *is [12:03] <Riolu777> and nya, I've had several suicide attempts [12:04] <HyperFlash Studios> cant tipe [12:04] <Riolu777> so I understand as well [12:04] <Riolu777> not your exact situation [12:04] <Riolu777> but the feeling [12:05] <Wolf nya of House Stark> this is my 7th I think [12:06] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Just saying if you care I'll be gone [12:06] <Wolf nya of House Stark> if you hate me you don't have to deal with me [12:06] <Riolu777> nya [12:06] <Riolu777> you really don't need to do this [12:06] <Aravis Tarkheena> It's not like that, nya, it's never so black and white [12:06] <HyperFlash Studios> Of course we'd care if you left [12:06] <Wolf nya of House Stark> or if you're natural nothing will change for you [12:06] <Wolfasa> Nya I guess many people don't generally go down this route of support but I'll say it [12:06] <Wolfasa> Suicide is incredibly selfish [12:07] <Wolfasa> Killing yourself is one of the most thoughtless and selfish things you can possibly do [12:07] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Well I've been selfless for a long time [12:07] <Izzybe5> That is exactly the right think to say, wolf [12:07] <Wolfasa> It's incredibly selfish nya [12:07] <Izzybe5> Would you like a pat on the back? [12:07] <Izzybe5> (ys) [12:07] <Wolf nya of House Stark> No I just want to do something for me now [12:07] <Izzybe5> No, hype [12:07] <Wolfasa> All suicide does is relieve yourself from some short term pain [12:07] <Izzybe5> it's wolf who's being an idiot [12:08] <Wolfasa> While leaving everyone around you feeling terribly sad and awful [12:08] <Wolfasa> If you think suicide will help you get out of this world [12:08] <Wolfasa> And nobody will remember you [12:08] <Wolfasa> Then you're wrong [12:08] <Wolfasa> All it does is cause pain to those around you [12:08] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Thanks for making me feel better [12:09] <Wolfasa> Just saying, killing yourself is an incredibly stupid thing to do [12:09] <HyperFlash Studios> afk [12:09] <Riolu777> alright wolf [12:09] <Loney 97> Nya, I'm sure you have someone you care about. Have you thought what kind of impact doing something lke that would have on them? [12:09] <Wolf nya of House Stark> And everyone says I'm stupid all the time anyway [12:09] <Riolu777> you are not stupid [12:10] <Wolf nya of House Stark> They wouldn't care [12:10] <Skully Of House Lannister> wolf's right about it being selfish [12:10] <Skully Of House Lannister> its not fair to your family [12:10] <Wolfasa> Yes, they would [12:10] <Wolfasa> it leaves everyone around you feeling terrible [12:10] <Wolf nya of House Stark> My family doesn't care [12:10] <Wolfasa> You may kid yourself that people don't care [12:10] <Wolfasa> but they do [12:10] <Wolfasa> People always care [12:10] <Wolfasa> Even if they may not show it [12:10] <Wolfasa> They do [12:10] <Loney 97> No one outside of your family? [12:10] <Wolf nya of House Stark> You don't know what my irl life is like [12:11] <RusMan> Well aren't we showing that at least we care? [12:11] <Wolfasa> And people you will meet in the future care [12:11] <Wolf nya of House Stark> with insults and saying I'm awful for doing this [12:11] <RusMan> If nobody else truly cares, we care. [12:11] <Wolfasa> What about your best friends later in life [12:11] <Wolfasa> You're ripping yourself out of many people's lives and possibly lives [12:12] <Wolfasa> It doesn't do good for others, and it most certainly doesn't do any good for you [12:12] <Wolf nya of House Stark> You're not convincing me not to do this [12:13] <RusMan> Well what can we do to convince you not to do it? [12:13] <Wolfasa> Nya [12:13] <Loney 97> Nya, what happens after you do this? [12:13] <Wolfasa> As much as you may hate life right now [12:13] <Wolf nya of House Stark> IDK, I'm pretty stubborn [12:14] <Wolfasa> 5 or 10 years down the road, you may be the happiest person alive [12:14] <Wolfasa> You can live out a full and happy life [12:14] <Riolu777> you know that lots of people jump off the golden gate bridge every year right? [12:14] <Riolu777> all of the survivors of that fall said they instantly regretted it [12:14] <Wolfasa> You don't have to rob yourself of that [12:14] <Wolfasa> Because a year or so of suffering [12:14] <Wolfasa> Sure your life may be hell right now [12:14] <Wolfasa> But nothing is worth losing that future [12:14] <Wolfasa> Nothing [12:14] <Wolf nya of House Stark> and what if I don't get it? [12:15] <Wolfasa> You'll get a life [12:15] <RusMan> I've had terrible lows in life but things got better, they will get better. [12:15] <Wolfasa> The chance to move on [12:15] <Riolu777> why bother imagining that hypothetical? [12:15] <Wolfasa> And make do [12:15] <Wolfasa> Have fun [12:15] <Wolfasa> make friends [12:15] <Wolf nya of House Stark> What if I'm just as bad then as I am now? [12:15] <Wolfasa> you control your life [12:15] <Skully Of House Lannister> you wont be [12:15] <Wolfasa> It won't be [12:15] <Skully Of House Lannister> as someone who's suffered crippling mental illness [12:15] <Wolfasa> The only way you can turn out badly is if you allow yourself to [12:15] <Skully Of House Lannister> i can wholeheartedly assure you [12:15] <Skully Of House Lannister> it gets better [12:16] <Riolu777> it does get better [12:16] <Wolf nya of House Stark> You're not me [12:16] <Aravis Tarkheena> And from how you feel now, nya, you can only get better [12:16] <Wolfasa> Don't chide yourself into thinking that your life is special [12:16] <Wolfasa> Just saying [12:16] <Wolfasa> It isn't [12:16] <Aravis Tarkheena> there's no "worse" from where you are right now. [12:16] <RusMan> And as someone who lost all their earthly possessions and had family split apart, it will get better. [12:16] <Wolfasa> Many many people go through some very hellish points [12:16] <Wolf nya of House Stark> My life isn't special [12:16] <RusMan> It did for me. [12:16] <Riolu777> nya, you are not going to have the same experiences five years from now [12:16] <Riolu777> ten years from now [12:16] <Aravis Tarkheena> The only way things can go is up [12:16] <Wolfasa> Don't act as if nobody else goes through whatever it is you are [12:17] <Wolfasa> Because many people do [12:17] <Wolfasa> And they struggle through it [12:17] <Skully Of House Lannister> Nya, I can assure you if anything my life was far worse than most peoples, and it still got better [12:17] <Wolf nya of House Stark> I don't give a crap what other people do [12:17] <Aravis Tarkheena> And Wolf's being a little harsh right now, but he's right [12:17] <Wolfasa> And they come out the other end without a single regret [12:17] <Skully Of House Lannister> well most western people [12:17] <Wolf nya of House Stark> I can't handle it [12:17] <Skully Of House Lannister> im not going to pretend my lifes harder than the impoverished [12:17] <Wolf nya of House Stark> it's too much for me [12:17] <Aravis Tarkheena> no one is singular enough to be the one with the "worst life," and if they can live it, so can you [12:18] <Aravis Tarkheena> You can. [12:18] <Loney 97> You are going to grow, and be able to distane yourself from the things that make your feel like crap and find the things that make you feel alive. [12:18] <Loney 97> *distance [12:18] <Riolu777> nya, you need to stop with the unhelpful hypotheticals [12:18] <Wolf nya of House Stark> and what if I don't? [12:18] <Wolfasa> You will [12:18] <Riolu777> you aren't going to improve if you bog yourself down with "well what if" or "maybe it won't be good" and all of that [12:18] <Wolfasa> Stop making excuses [12:18] <Wolfasa> It will get better [12:18] <Aravis Tarkheena> It shows you don't want to improve if you don't try [12:19] <Riolu777> try and surround yourself with whatever positivity you can muster [12:19] <Wolfasa> Right now you're acting as if you won't even want it to get better [12:19] <Aravis Tarkheena> It sounds as if you /want/ to stay like this [12:19] <RusMan> Look, do you want help or not? If so, then listen to us. Or listen to us even if you don't think you need help. [12:19] <Wolfasa> per Ara [12:19] <Wolfasa> Stop making excuses as to why you shouldn't try and improve [12:19] <Aravis Tarkheena> I don't know why; for the attention, for the drama, for the emotions [12:19] <Aravis Tarkheena> But if you really want to get better, you'll try. [12:19] <Aravis Tarkheena> There's nothing else to do [12:19] <Ked830> She doesn't really want help.. I've tried for months [12:19] <Wolfasa> And if you try, your life can't be bad [12:20] <Wolfasa> it quite literally can't [12:20] <Wolfasa> Sure it might be trash as a teen [12:20] <Wolfasa> But as an adult [12:20] <Riolu777> and unfortunately, nya, if you make repeated pleas like this, and make threats, then people will eventually stop trying to help you [12:20] <Wolfasa> if you make any effort at all [12:20] <Wolfasa> you can lead a happy life [12:20] <Aravis Tarkheena> What Rio's saying, really [12:20] <Riolu777> and I don't want to mess around with a suicide threat, but only you know if you're truly sincere about your pain, or if you're just doing this for attention [12:20] <Loney 97> You probably feel like school is crap, or maybe your parents are the problem. Within 5 years you'll be able to completely move on from all that. How could it not get better? [12:20] <Riolu777> so consider that [12:20] <Aravis Tarkheena> it becomes a boy-who-cried-wolf scenario and people think you only want the attention [12:21] <Wolfasa> per Loney [12:21] <Wolfasa> If you just ride the wave through this, they only person you will have to blame for having a bad life is you [12:21] <Wolfasa> You can make at least a small effort [12:21] <Wolfasa> And still lead a long, happy life [12:21] <Loney 97> This is one out of many different stages in your life. Some are great, and some feel awful. But the good ones are worth it. [12:21] <Wolfasa> Don't chide yourself about odds or destiny or crap [12:22] <Wolf nya of House Stark> You guys aren't helping you know [12:22] <Wolf nya of House Stark> it's making me feel worse about myself [12:23] <Wolfasa> ... [12:23] <Wolfasa> then leave [12:23] <Wolfasa> Honestly [12:23] <RusMan> Well we've done what we can. [12:23] <Wolfasa> If you're gonna ask for help, then just stick a middle finger to it, then just leave [12:23] <RusMan> We can't make you less stubborn. [12:23] <HyperFlash Studios> Wolfy pls :{P [12:23] <Aravis Tarkheena> If you want to be helped, nya, you'll take our words and use them to improve [12:23] <Wolfasa> It needs to be said [12:24] <Aravis Tarkheena> That's all. We can't fix you [12:24] <Izzybe5> hype [12:24] <Izzybe5> lay off [12:24] <Wolfasa> You can't keep being an attention whore Nya [12:24] <Aravis Tarkheena> You have to fix yourself [12:24] <Aravis Tarkheena> Not appropriate or polite. [12:24] <Aravis Tarkheena> Sorry [12:24] <Wolfasa> She needed to hear it [12:24] <Aravis Tarkheena> Could have been said more politely [12:24] <Aravis Tarkheena> Anyway, we're over it [12:24] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Fine after tonight you wouldn't need to deal with me [12:25] <Riolu777> okay so did you not see anything that we said [12:25] <Aravis Tarkheena> I'll leave you with this, nya: You're in your own hands. If you want to be helped, you'll do something about it. We cannot fix you, as much as we'd like to, but you can change yourself. [12:25] <Wolf nya of House Stark> I did and it made me feel ten times worse [12:26] <Peridot Dreemurr> i came in at a fun time [12:26] <Riolu777> ??? we all were assuring you about life improving [12:26] <Wolfasa> We literally talked about how it can only be better [12:26] <Wolfasa> How can you possibly feel worse from that [12:26] <Wolf nya of House Stark> I don't know... [12:26] <Aravis Tarkheena> Well, nya [12:27] <Aravis Tarkheena> we want you to stay alive, so right now do what it takes to stay alive. [12:27] <Aravis Tarkheena> If it means you go to sleep right now, do it [12:27] <Aravis Tarkheena> if it means you lock up anything you have that might cause you to hurt yourself, do it [12:27] <RusMan> Brb [12:27] <Aravis Tarkheena> if it means you leave the house to breathe and take a break, do it [12:28] <Wolfasa> read a book [12:28] <Aravis Tarkheena> If it helps, don't stress about the rest of your life, but take care of yourself right now. [12:28] <Wolfasa> watch a mobie [12:28] <Wolfasa> movie [12:28] <Wolfasa> something [12:28] <Aravis Tarkheena> Just go an hour at a time [12:28] <Wolfasa> watch a full season of NCIS in one night [12:28] <Wolfasa> just do something [12:28] <Wolfasa> don't mope around [12:28] <GuacamoleCCXR> oi [12:28] <GuacamoleCCXR> I'm back for a bit [12:28] <Aravis Tarkheena> oi [12:29] <Aravis Tarkheena> Hello, back for a bit [12:29] <Ked830> Please listen to Ara nyse [12:29] <Ked830> nya [12:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> Did you see how in today's episode one song was done by Aloma Steele [12:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> she's really the perfect voice for Luna too [12:30] <Aravis Tarkheena> no, I was out all day. :P [12:30] <Aravis Tarkheena> in fact. :P [12:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> Yeah, but maybe you read your Daniel Ingram tweets [12:30] <GuacamoleCCXR> what do I know :P [12:30] <HyperFlash Studios> ugh [12:30] <HyperFlash Studios> afk [12:30] <Aravis Tarkheena> and now I'm super frustrated because I found a perfect tumblr theme but it's not available to install [12:30] <Aravis Tarkheena> and i can't find out how to steal it [12:31] <Aravis Tarkheena> nah, I was actually sweating to death in an auditorium with no internet. :P [12:31] <GuacamoleCCXR> I saw one that's really dope where the blog is essentially like OS X and everything else is apps you can move around in windows, but I'm not familiar with tumblr so maybe it's the equivalent of a gibus [12:31] <Aravis Tarkheena> no Ingram tweets [12:31] <GuacamoleCCXR> in which case I'd be embarrassed to be impressed by cancer [12:32] <Aravis Tarkheena> http://ghostcube.tumblr.com/me see look at this [12:32] <Aravis Tarkheena> I'd link the homepage but it may have words in it [12:33] <Aravis Tarkheena> so just click there yourself [12:33] <Riolu777> afk [12:33] <GuacamoleCCXR> I'm on mobile [12:33] <Aravis Tarkheena> Aww [12:34] <Aravis Tarkheena> oh, well [12:34] <Aravis Tarkheena> it's okay. :P [12:34] <Izzybe5> I fly [12:34] <Izzybe5> toodles o/ [12:35] <Ked830> Bye my frienf [12:35] <Ked830> friend [12:35] <HyperFlash Studios> Oh Izzy... [12:36] <Ked830> Wgat [12:37] <Ked830> Hype can you just talk or are you doing other stuff [12:38] <Ked830> Hype [12:40] <GuacamoleCCXR> Oh man, a functioning sleep/wake button feels good [12:40] <GuacamoleCCXR> a functioning phone not held together by scotch tape feels good really :P [12:41] <GuacamoleCCXR> but what this proves is that none of the damage inflicted to it was actually caused by my unresponsible usage of the device [12:41] <Aravis Tarkheena> So that's a good I-told-you-so [12:41] <GuacamoleCCXR> It /is/ [12:42] <Aravis Tarkheena> Are you a phone-dropping person at all? :P [12:42] <GuacamoleCCXR> Only very occasionally and I always feel very dumb about it [12:42] <GuacamoleCCXR> by that I mean [12:42] <GuacamoleCCXR> 3 times in its entire lifespan or so :P [12:42] <Ked830> Hype [12:43] <Aravis Tarkheena> So you're not one of Those People. :P [12:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> Absolutely not :P [12:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> I couldn't afford to be [12:44] <Aravis Tarkheena> And I assume you also do not toss your phone or fidget with it by spinning it around endlessly [12:44] <Aravis Tarkheena> (looking at you, roasted bread) [12:44] <GuacamoleCCXR> Actually I do the spinning thing, because I do that with everything I can get my hands on [12:44] <Aravis Tarkheena> So you aren't likely to break the accelerometer [12:44] <Wolfasa> I'm really good with phones myself [12:44] <Aravis Tarkheena> Huh. :P [12:45] <Wolfasa> I usually always have at least a minimalist case [12:45] <GuacamoleCCXR> Like, pens especially [12:45] <GuacamoleCCXR> but everything else too [12:45] <Wolfasa> No screen protector though [12:45] <Wolfasa> Lol I do that with pencils constantly [12:45] <Aravis Tarkheena> I just click pens a lot or uncap and recap them [12:45] <Aravis Tarkheena> not in class though; it would be annoying [12:45] <Wolfasa> * Wolfasa dont mind me, just casually rudely inserting myself into other's convos [12:45] <GuacamoleCCXR> however, throwing everything up and catching it again while trying to get the sickest possible spin leaves you pretty well trained, so I'm not dropping things very often [12:46] <Aravis Tarkheena> okay, you literally /are/ that piece of toast [12:46] <GuacamoleCCXR> I guess I consider it real-life airshot practise [12:46] <Aravis Tarkheena> except he drops his more often, though not when fidgeting [12:47] <GuacamoleCCXR> It's actually funny, I noticed I'm better at picking the fastest way from A to B through buildings and everything than most people, which may or may not be because I tend to think of them as a map [12:47] <Izzybe5> and I'm back [12:47] <Izzybe5> shabang [12:48] <Ked830> IZ yes [12:48] <Ked830> i need someone not depressed to talk to about random stuff [12:48] <Izzybe5> Okay [12:48] <GuacamoleCCXR> Like [12:48] <Ked830> Ugh [12:49] <Ked830> nvm i gtg [12:49] <Izzybe5> oh :c [12:49] <Izzybe5> no conversation for izzy :c [12:49] <GuacamoleCCXR> I have two axes assigned to campus, for example, and I think of routes on it in this 2D plane [12:49] <Ked830> hallelujah [12:49] <Ked830> when I get back maybe [12:49] <Izzybe5> :c [12:49] <Izzybe5> kk [12:49] <Riolu777> izzy [12:49] <Ked830> It'll be okay won't it [12:49] <Izzybe5> yeuuuuus? [12:49] <Riolu777> hot men [12:50] <Izzybe5> Yes hot men [12:50] <Izzybe5> Forever hot men [12:50] <Riolu777> what a blessing [12:50] <Izzybe5> bring on the hot men [12:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> Or [12:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> you've just played a lot of games :P [12:50] <Riolu777> I realllllyyyyy want beefcake cuddles right now [12:50] <Aravis Tarkheena> And you know how to use a map more casually effectively than most [12:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> Yes, that's what I was referring to :P [12:51] <Izzybe5> ugh, same [12:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> But that only works on smaller scales [12:51] <Izzybe5> I feel cheated, life. Where is my beefcake [12:51] <GuacamoleCCXR> Because I play TF2, not Just Cause. :P [12:51] <Ked830> Just someone say it'll be okay plz [12:51] <Izzybe5> it'll be okay? [12:51] <Ked830> Thanks [12:52] <Aravis Tarkheena> it's some practice, though. :P It's still map-reading [12:52] <GuacamoleCCXR> But the axis thing still applies, which is odd, because I always assume everyone else does this too but it's absolutely not correct [12:52] <GuacamoleCCXR> Yeah [12:52] <GuacamoleCCXR> Knowing how to get places wins mid fights :P [12:52] <Izzybe5> np [12:53] <GuacamoleCCXR> Rocketjumping in real life would be dank, though. :P [12:53] <Aravis Tarkheena> I find it disgusting how many people can't read maps [12:54] <GuacamoleCCXR> True [12:55] <GuacamoleCCXR> I do love satellite images though :P [12:55] <Izzybe5> I feel like [12:55] <Izzybe5> I could really go for a cheesecake right now [12:55] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Can I have ked's wall? [12:55] <GuacamoleCCXR> Like I love looking at satellite images of /this/ place [12:56] <Aravis Tarkheena> I like maps in general a lot [12:56] <Izzybe5> Have her wall? [12:56] <HyperFlash Studios> Message Wall:Ked830 [12:56] <HyperFlash Studios> She means the link, Izz [12:56] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Don't make this difficult [12:56] <HyperFlash Studios> I was confused the first time too [12:56] <HyperFlash Studios> Don't make this difficult? [12:56] <HyperFlash Studios> What? [12:56] <GuacamoleCCXR> why don't you just self link [12:57] <Aravis Tarkheena> I don't even know how to do that [12:58] <HyperFlash Studios> Message Wall:Ked830 [12:58] <Derpulse> User:Derpulse test [12:58] <GuacamoleCCXR> like, you want something about best horse? just type w:c:mlp:Rarity [12:58] <Derpulse> kewl [12:59] <GuacamoleCCXR> something like that [12:59] <Wolf nya of House Stark> the same thing came u [12:59] <Wolf nya of House Stark> *up [12:59] <Izzybe5> whoa [12:59] <Izzybe5> what's up with the message wall links [12:59] <HyperFlash Studios> ok lmbw is just messed up for me rn [12:59] <Aravis Tarkheena> is wikia broken [12:59] <Aravis Tarkheena> it's always wikia [12:59] <Aravis Tarkheena> let's move to bricki [12:59] <HyperFlash Studios> But I can't even load a page [12:59] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Look someone just tell when she comes on again that I'll be sleeping [12:59] <Wolf nya of House Stark> and I'll probably be fine [12:59] <HyperFlash Studios> Alrighty, will do [12:59] <GuacamoleCCXR> civil wars have been fought over that [01:00] <Wolf nya of House Stark> thanks [01:00] <HyperFlash Studios> Alright what is going on :{P [01:00] <GuacamoleCCXR> it's funny because all the new people don't even comprehend the gravity and implications of this suggestion [01:00] <HyperFlash Studios> No matter what link I go to wiki is broken :{P [01:00] <HyperFlash Studios> And not just lmbw, all wikis :{P [01:00] <Aravis Tarkheena> It's Wikia [01:00] <Aravis Tarkheena> it breaks a lot [01:01] <Izzybe5> cuz it sucks [01:01] <GuacamoleCCXR> the spundcloud is worse [01:02] <GuacamoleCCXR> and beatport, beatport is like the single most broken site [01:03] <Aravis Tarkheena> I never use it [01:03] <GuacamoleCCXR> http://er.jsc.nasa.gov/seh/menu.html Also this is a wonderful site [01:04] <Aravis Tarkheena> http://www.jpl.nasa.gov/visions-of-the-future/ you ever saw this before? [01:04] <GuacamoleCCXR> the only reason I ever go to beatport is to check bpms and keys of tracks I'm interested in [01:04] <Aravis Tarkheena> I need all of them, and space isn't even my aesthetic :P [01:04] <GuacamoleCCXR> Yes, actually [01:04] <Aravis Tarkheena> Aren't they actually beautiful [01:05] <GuacamoleCCXR> I think I even had those open somewhere to link you upon opprtunity but I forgot :P [01:05] <Aravis Tarkheena> I found them on tumblr :P [01:05] <Aravis Tarkheena> I want to print the Earth one the most, though [01:06] <GuacamoleCCXR> I love the colours and all though [01:06] <Aravis Tarkheena> Some are too eerie for me [01:06] <Aravis Tarkheena> But they're still really good [01:07] <GuacamoleCCXR> I like the Earth one best, too, I think and Enceladus [01:08] <Aravis Tarkheena> Venus' is nice [01:08] <GuacamoleCCXR> And ugh, I'm supposed to switch off the WiFi so I guess that's bye 3: [01:08] <Aravis Tarkheena> Oh [01:08] <Aravis Tarkheena> okay [01:08] <Aravis Tarkheena> It's late, year [01:08] <Aravis Tarkheena> *yeah [01:09] <GuacamoleCCXR> Yes [01:09] <Aravis Tarkheena> Goodnight c: [01:09] <Aravis Tarkheena> Have a good day tomorrow [01:09] <GuacamoleCCXR> I hope you'll have a great evening :3 [01:09] <GuacamoleCCXR> will I see you? [01:10] <GuacamoleCCXR> That would be wonderful [01:10] <Aravis Tarkheena> Probably in the afternoon for a bit, here [01:10] <GuacamoleCCXR> and essential for the day to be properly good :P [01:10] <HyperFlash Studios> brb [01:11] <GuacamoleCCXR> Have some hugs, and goodbye, darling :3 [01:11] <Aravis Tarkheena> Sleep well [01:16] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Was she on? [01:16] <Peridot Dreemurr> who [01:16] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Ked [01:16] <Aravis Tarkheena> No [01:17] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Good news is I don't want to kill myself, bad news I can't sleep [01:18] <Wolf nya of House Stark> But I need someone to talk to [01:19] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Anyone [01:19] <Loney 97> Hey, I'm here for a bit. [01:19] <HyperFlash Studios> I'm here [01:20] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Who's on the longest [01:20] <HyperFlash Studios> Uh [01:20] <HyperFlash Studios> There's a good chance it'll be me [01:20] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Kay [01:20] <Peridot Dreemurr> id listen but im gonna be on and off soo [01:20] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Hype PM [01:21] <HyperFlash Studios> Replies might be delayed but that doesn't mean I'll be ignoring you [01:21] <HyperFlash Studios> Just so you know [01:21] <Wolf nya of House Stark> Got it