Thread:MeltE2/@comment-26447345-20150530020212/@comment-26447345-20150530035334

Slicer Vorzakh wrote:

Wolfasa1 wrote: It wasn't like Div's block, it was very clearly sarcasm. Not exaggerating, and you seem to believe I do often, maybe from the fact you take a lot of what I mean as a joke to mean something I legitimately believe or want to convey.

And you've known me for how long on here? And what all have I done during my tenure on here that is so dang awful that I haven't backed down from later on. I cussed in chat in my early days because initially I was falsely led to believe that doing so was okay. I sometimes made jokes about other people's opinions because often times they were ignorant ones and the state chat is often in during the day makes a civilised discussion impossible. Take note that you haven't witnessed my discussion at night with other users, that are known to be very civilised and sophisticated. I made alts before they were disallowed from chat, I ceased to make them afterwards, and take note that while they were not banned, my actions with them were some of the most civilised of anyone taking part in the fun.

Please, explain to me what I have done, and if I objectively look at it and see fault, I will credit it to you and will back down from my statements. I wasnt there, so you can call me guilty of assuming this case was like Div's. Elaborate how it was [i] clearly [/i] sarcasm.

Ive seen you in these civil discussions, and Im glad to see there have been times when youve been a good citizen. But the fact is that the good doesnt cancel out the bad. Im just going to let facts from approximately these last three months speak for themselves.

17:13, April 23, 2015 Avalair (wall | contribs) banned Wolfasa (wall | contribs) from chat with an expiry time of 3 days, ends 17:13, April 26, 2015 (Innuendo and trolling) 19:27, April 19, 2015 ZXSpidermanXZ (wall | contribs) banned Wolfasa (wall | contribs) from chat with an expiry time of 1 day, ends 19:27, April 20, 2015 (Trolling. Refusing to obey moderators.) 17:52, April 10, 2015 Jdude420 (wall | contribs) changed ban settings for Wolfasa (wall | contribs) with an expiry time of 2 days, ends 17:52, April 12, 2015 ("General chat misbehavior involving trolling, innuendo, and harassment." Due to previous bans and lack of staying in good behavior ban has been extended.) 17:47, April 10, 2015 Jdude420 (wall | contribs) banned Wolfasa (wall | contribs) from chat with an expiry time of 2 hours, ends 19:47, April 10, 2015 (General chat misbehavior involving trolling, innuendo, and harassment. ) 10:42, March 6, 2015 Alemas2005 (wall | contribs) banned Wolfasa (wall | contribs) from chat with an expiry time of 3 days, ends 11:42, March 9, 2015 (Implied swearing.) 18:54, February 15, 2015 A Walruse (wall | contribs) changed ban settings for Wolfasa (wall | contribs) with an expiry time of 1 day, ends 18:54, February 16, 2015 (No reason given) 18:52, February 15, 2015 A Walruse (wall | contribs) banned Wolfasa (wall | contribs) from chat with an expiry time of 1 hour, ends 19:52, February 15, 2015 (disrupting chat, keeping flame wars going)

[i] That [/i] is what youve done. I admit that it is a pretty sorry excuse, but honestly, I didn't have much of a choice. Civilised discussions on intricate topics are what I enjoy most from here, and talking about old times from the MB's. And considering the status that day-time chat is usually in, those discussions are impossible. No arguemnt there, they are impossible.

So, deprived of my two core passtimes on there, something had to give. And I resorted to a more crude sense of humor. The one that I had used to win over thousands of likes on the MB's simply didn't work on the people active on chat and the simple nature of the instant messaging. Some slight proof of this are the discussions I have had with old MB friends on G+ commuities. The nature of these communities makes them not completely instant-communication, so I retain my better and more sophisticated sense of humor.

So, like I said, my main sense of humor isn't viable because of the nature of chat. So I resorted to a deeper form of humor, with what was almost a trolling aspect to it. Honestly, not just taking excuses out of the air here, I'm going to blame this part of my nature. I don't get offended easily at all, personal jokes aimed toward me don't effect me at all and often times are as funny or funnier to me than to the person that made it. Subsequently, most all of my friends over the years have likewise characteristics, and it even effects the girls/girl that I like. (Using like for the lack of a better word, although it might seem a bit silly I think deep down the relationships I have with girls are deeper than just pure crushes, but I'm not going to go as far as saying it's pure love). Anyway, back on track, this really ends up leading me to the false impression that all or even most people are like this, and to me, the humor that I get banned for is offhand banter for people like me, so I get perplexed when people actually take heart to it.

So, in summarization, I know it may sound a bit silly, but the types of "trolls" that I make, at least in my view, are common jokes that I would make on a day to day basis in real life and not have anyone take any heart to it. It would be seen as friendly, really, sarcastic banter aimed at getting someone to laugh at themselves, which in my view is one of the best characteristics for someone to have. I do admit that sometimes I do go a bit far, but most often the type of humor that I get hammered for it something that I don't undertand how people find offensive. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say, that even though some people on here may think that I don't like them or even hate their views and opinions, thats simply not true, and the if you really get to know me, I'm actually a really light-hearted person, and in reality I don't have any negative feelings to anyone at all on here, though some may believe that.

Ava, for example. It may be partially my fault for his belief that I don't like him that well, because I hammer him so much in my humor, but in reality, the way he presents himself is just easy fodder for a joke, sort of like Jdude. I mean almost nothing of what I say, and I actually and rather fond of Ava deep down, although I might not show it all that much. And I guess that gets back to the whole nature thing. Because honestly, if our roles were switched, it's just simply not part of my mind to take offense to any of the types of jokes I may make, so it's hard for me to connect to people that actually do.

In retrospect, I have almost no idea what I have just wrote, but the main points I just hope I get across to you is that I mean almost absolutely nothing of what I say, that it's just in my nature to make and receive those types of banter, and that I hold almost no negative feelings toward anyone, although some may think otherwise.

A good example of the first point is my recent school trip to Washington DC. It was a 5 day trip, and on the first day I accidentally did something really stupid that got me made fun of a LOT. And from then on the whole group decided that I would be the punching bag for the whole week, and I was subject to some rather personal attacks, all masking good spirit however, like these screens and vast spaces that seperate us. I never took any offense to any of the numerous, and by numerous I mean hundreds, maybe even thousands, of constant jokes made at me the entire week by everyone, and I even fueled the flame, giving them more food for jokes and laughing at myself the whole time. And when we got back from the trip life proceeded like normal as if none of the jokes or banter had ever been made.

In retrospect, this all seems rather silly, but no matter. I just hope that I got my message across to you, that though through your computer screens you might not see it, but I'm actually still a light-hearted and well-meaning person.