Thread:Johnyjo/@comment-27163680-20151225225200

Hey Johny,

I bet you know what I want to say... But I can't just let it go... We just met here like random kids doing stupid stuff on the net, then we became good friends, understood each other, and now... We're more than friends. ^_^

I remember writing this poem just for you... :) (WARNING: This can be a little too romantic, so if you don't like such stuff, just look away... :P)

The chilly breeze between us blows, On this cold winter day. I sit all alone on that huge white wall, Wondering how I’ll find my way Or make that procrastinated call… I look forward and see the sky Filling up with those thick grey clouds. The sun has already set, but I’m here Wondering what I am missing out in the shrouds Of my memory; nothing seems to be clear I feel like I’m empty… The rain slowly falls to the ground, Enveloping me and the silence all around. I shiver but I stay Because I know I’ll find a way To try to make myself happy. Even though I’m drenched in the rain I know that I will find a way against this pain… As the showers continue And rain’s soft fingers strike me, I feel something sheltering me out of the blue. I turn around and see you… One hand sheltering me with an umbrella And the other I have no clue… You pull out a red rose And pull me close… “What are you doing here all alone, In this rain, frozen cold?” You put an arm around me And make me feel much more warm, But, I, with my tongue all tied up, “I-I was…-“ “Don’t say no more,” You pull me close and put That flower in my hair. “Merry Christmas, Varnika!” You say with a bright smile. Oh boy, you just lit up my day As I felt like my heart was a mile After from me… And then I pull myself together and realize That it wasn’t a place that I hadn’t visited Or something which I hadn’t done, Now I come to realize… That it was always you… You have a smile so bright, I think you’ll shine brighter than the sun. You have a personality so strong, I think you can stand the blow for two Of us and not fall down. You have a sense a humor so funny, That when I’m in tears one moment, The next you’ll make me cry of laughter. You have a heart so big, To fit in a small one like mine. “Oh Johny,” I say braving up, “I was just wondering where’s that missing part of me- Is it my family, or is it something that’s been taken away. I just felt like my soul is a canvas painted similar to the sky. I just felt like black shades were mixed with the bright yellows. I just felt like…” I pause and look into your eyes, You smile at me and I feel this connection. “I just don’t feel the same without you…” You pull me even close, “Neither do I… And that’s why I’m here Because to me, you’re the dearest of the dear. I don’t need you, because I have everything, But you need me more than I do and I have Come to realize that it isn’t about yourself… But it’s about others… Whenever I’m with you, I feel complete You may have a lot of imperfections in the real world, But over here, you’re perfect- perfect enough for me. And that’s all I need…” I shiver and try not to cry, But a tear rolls down my eye… You wipe it off and say no more For your eyes speak out your mind. “That’s- that’s the nicest thing someone’s Ever said. But I just can’t get it out of my head Every time I think of you I smile, Every time I imagine you, I grin, But every time I’m with you I feel so special… I have never felt like this before, And I don’t think I ever will. Many came and many went, But you stayed. And I… I…” I look back into your eyes And braven up, If it isn’t now, It’s never… “Johny… I’ve been holding this back forever, And I don’t think I can any longer… I don’t want this to be premature or just too late Because my heart doesn’t rhyme up poems like yours. All I wanna say is, even though this may sound crazy… I love you.” I grab you in a big hug and close my eyes. I squeeze you tight, but you squeeze me tighter… We sit on the wall, in the rain, under that umbrella. It may not be snowing; it may not be sunny, It may not be warm enough to stop me from freezing, But you’ve melted my heart, and that’s what makes me feel Special.



You've made me feel so special, I don't think anyone else will ever do that in my life... :) But after what's happened and stuff, I don't think I'll ever wanna do the same thing again... Because one, it'll never be the same, two, I'm just scared I won't find someone like you...

But even though we're on different parts of the world and we're pretty different... I won't stop thinking about you...

That's because, I love you. ^_^

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. ^_^ 