Thread:Obi the LEGO Fan/@comment-4596663-20150503205544

Oi. I'm saying stuff as how I've seen it for years. Personally in my view it's the truth, even if I had no way of backing it up, or proof as you might say. I new it would hurt, but I didn't think my comments would make you sound like a tyrant, which I was not aiming to do. And for that I'm sorry, but for everything else. No.

I'm tired of fighting. Tired of fighting for something that one day LMBW could be back to it's former glory. Heh. How was I so wrong. I'm not use to this much spamming, innuendo, and use of vulgar words. It's not what I'm used to or would want to be around. I assume it was me who thought it could go back to those days. how was I so wrong...

I know that my comment would be offensive, but it is true most of it. A little story to tell. I knew you, whenever you talk people would listen. I on the other hand, people thought I was too extreme in asking for change. I might of been but I had to do what needed to be done for the better of the wiki. From there, I drifted away... In 2013 -14, I grew tired of the wiki politics, the debates. It was fun at first, but then I realized it hurted me that any change that I proposed to help the wiki was turned down. So I booted out of here. Hurted by words and scared. From there you grew up quickly from the ranks and became trusted from all the buros at the time. I on the other hand, still hurt by words. When I can back I felt better, but still bitter. I wouldn't be the same old me I use to be.

(story cont:) When I came back I thought I could make a new beginning with all the new people around, and less of the old ones due to wiki conditions. It worked till I saw how things were in chat. I guess my old self still wanted to help out the wiki, so I did my best to enforce rules. After a few weeks, I got bashed for enforcing rules. I couldn't hold it back anymore. I've spent my wiki life here taking time out of my day to help this cause. From there I knew the wiki didn't need my help anymore. It changed for the worse in my opinion. For others, it was great, less people watching what they say or do. Less of a bother staring them down, I would say. (end story)

The comments about the admins and Buros though, are true. I may may not have proof of that, but seeing them talk now in chat, ugh. I'm used to moral/virtured conversations with people. And the things i see on chat, I DESPISED IT. It's even in the chat logs if anyone dares. Full of stuff I wouldn't agree with, and a few others. Though, if the truth hurts. Let it. Still the admins are free to do as they will. Even delete my comments if they are pleased to get rid of my presence... They're just waiting to strike.

The only thing that kept me fighting is the people who say the most false claims to my fellow friends, who I knew all from the MB. Not naming any but a few are CMs who got bashed for enforcing rules. It let a few of my friends to tears one day, and a few others to quit enforcing rules. Even I myself have been  in the night tearing my eyes up for defending something so stupid. Rules that no one even follows... Ha. A joke of my life, and for a few of my friends.

Still, I did not think my comment would suggest you as a tyrant, I thought it would only mean you getting such power and influence to lead your way. Isn't that what politics about? It's not a pretty game I say. Ever since then, I despise politics and went my own way in fighting for the good. Though, I know know when I left, this wiki's a dead cause for morality and virtures. Its sure is a democracy. Not a community anymore.

Mini, Rio, Kiff, MY, Roa, Drew, DB, LBK, LS34, Nancy, Dig, SS, Peat, NY, Sherm. They're all gone. :( *sighs* I'm not saying people leaving is your fault, but  I'm just saying something needs to change.

I apologise if my comment implied you as a tyrant. I wouldn't hope to go that far in calling anyone that. Even those who I despise the most, I wouldn't call them a tyrant. Heh, we used to be friends, now we're this...A petty quarrel, two opposite forces against each other, two different thoughts on the wiki. Also, I've put in a request to my a few of my friends, and if I'm right I'll be truely gone by the time they get the request. It's probably my fault I keeep coming back. So I'm making sure I don't.

Till then... who knows what will happen.


 * 1) LetItBurn 