User:Madkatmaximus/ChatLogs/29 October 2015

 [12:05]  and sometimes we don't know how to fix them [12:05]  I shouldn't have been a chicken. [12:05]  He could've done ANYTHING but what he did do and that woulda been better [12:05]  I should''ve done it... [12:05]  come back before the whole wiki knew [12:05]  come back as himself not Spiffy [12:05]  PoI, don't listen to him. You have the entire LMBW standing with you. [12:05]  At least tell his best friends he was alive [12:06]  Not LIE to me 100 times [12:06]  I'm not even exaggerating BTW [12:06]  I know that, I don't want to be hard on him, but I just don't understand his reasoning behind creating a dupe account and watching us sit for days thinking he was dead. It feels like nothing more than stunt for attention. [12:06]  .......... [12:06]  Per Loney [12:07]  That's not what I tried to do.... [12:07]  Or just he wanted to laugh at us while we thought someone was dead [12:07] <Lunaicus> ok guys what has happened has happened, now we need to learn from out misstakes [12:07] <Lunaicus> our* [12:07] <Lunaicus> and do better [12:07] <Person of Info> I made a dupe since I wasn't comfortable getting on chat on this account yet... [12:07] <Lunaicus> and not have this happen again [12:07] <Person of Info> But I was stupid [12:07] <ZXSpidermanXZ> Then why did you lie to everyone with the dupe [12:07] <Person of Info> I shouldn't be on this place anymore. [12:07] <Person of Info> I'm horrible [12:08] <Person of Info> That wasn't what I was trying to do.... [12:08] <Person of Info> Well, there's no point for me to be around anymore. [12:09] <Person of Info> I messed up and the damage is irreparable [12:09] <Lunaicus> ugh we are humans and mess up we just try and do better [12:09] <Loney 97> I'd rather have you here than not. [12:09] <Person of Info> No [12:09] <Person of Info> What I did was unforgivable [12:09] <Lunaicus> well then if you think that you shouldn't leave again [12:10] <Person of Info> I was too scared and overwhelmed with my emotions so I didn't come back right away [12:10] <Lunaicus> that is only running away from the problem [12:10] <Lunaicus> if you leave [12:10] <Lunaicus> again [12:10] <Person of Info> Well, there's nothing left for me here. [12:10] <Lunaicus> there are still people who care [12:10] <Person of Info> I didn't know what to do then. [12:10] <MewDroid5> PoI, I'm sure I've done more unforgivable things. I might have gone to prison... :P [12:10] <Lunaicus> a few people do not equal all of them [12:10] <Person of Info> I was stupid [12:10] <Person of Info> I was a coward [12:10] <Lunaicus> we are all stupid sometimes [12:10] <Lunaicus> that just happens [12:10] <Person of Info> Well, I'm stupid pretty much all the time [12:10] <MewDroid5> I'm stupid all the time. (derp) [12:11] <Lunaicus> sometimes we make bigger mistakes then others [12:11] <Person of Info> that's not true, Mew. [12:11] <Lunaicus> then is it really true for you pi [12:11] <MewDroid5> :P [12:11] <Person of Info> I try to explain myself but no one's going to believe me [12:11] <Person of Info> There's no future for me IRL nor here [12:11] <Lunaicus> make one [12:11] <Lunaicus> make a new future [12:11] <Person of Info> I should've went throubgh with it [12:11] <Lunaicus> no [12:11] <Person of Info> It would make Marro feel better [12:11] <Lunaicus> no you shouldn't have [12:11] <Lunaicus> no [12:12] <Lunaicus> marro would not feel better [12:12] <Person of Info> I wouldn't have hurt him this much if I were brave enough to kill myself. [12:12] <Lunaicus> killing yourself now will not make ANYONE feel better [12:12] <ZXSpidermanXZ> No I don't ever want anyone to die, regardless of what I think of them personally [12:12] <Person of Info> It would. [12:12] <Lunaicus> it would not [12:12] <Lunaicus> NO ONE wants you dead [12:12] <Person of Info> Anyway, I shouldn't have come back [12:12] <ZXSpidermanXZ> If you didn't want to ruin our relationship you should've come back the next morning [12:12] <Loney 97> He definitely wouldn't feel better, he just doesn't understand how you could put him through all that. He cares a lot about you. [12:13] <Person of Info> I didn't think anyone would care [12:13] <Lunaicus> I CARE [12:13] <Person of Info> I don't think anybody geninely likes me [12:13] <Lunaicus> SO SHUT UP ABOUT NO ONE CARING [12:13] <Person of Info> But it's true.. [12:13] <Lunaicus> well then are you saying i'm a liar [12:13] <Person of Info> Why would anyone care about someone like me? [12:13] <Loney 97> Did you read the chatlogs, the blogs? a lot of us care. [12:13] <Person of Info> I'm a freak and a coward [12:13] <Brick425> How so? [12:13] <Person of Info> I read a few blogs but not the chat logs [12:14] <Person of Info> I don't think I believe what most of the people on the blogs said [12:14] <Lunaicus> we were in so much distress [12:14] <Brick425> ^ [12:14] <Person of Info> I can't bring myself to believe that anyone would care about me [12:14] <Person of Info> I'm just some random person you met online. [12:14] <Lunaicus> well you better believe it [12:14] <Person of Info> For all you know, I could be a child predator. [12:14] <Lunaicus> i don't care who they are i'm not letting anyone kill themselves [12:14] <Person of Info> Well, I'm better off dead instead of this [12:15] <Person of Info> I'd rather be dead [12:15] <Lunaicus> no you arent [12:15] <Lunaicus> I'd rather you were alive [12:15] <Person of Info> Well, it doesn't matter if I'm alive [12:15] <Loney 97> They were trying to organize memorials on the MBs for you man. People care. [12:15] <Person of Info> ...what? [12:15] <Person of Info> They were? [12:15] <Lunaicus> yes [12:15] <Person of Info> Are you serious? [12:15] <Lunaicus> cause we freaking care [12:15] <Brick425> No joke. [12:15] <Lunaicus> we freaking care so much but you are blind [12:15] <Person of Info> I don't believe this... [12:15] <Brick425> People were even changing their avatars [12:16] <EvilMidnightNG> see peoples sigs [12:16] <Person of Info> ...really? [12:16] <Brick425> Yeah. [12:16] <Brick425> People love you [12:16] <Person of Info> I won't believe this until I see links. [12:16] <Person of Info> No, they don't [12:16] <RusMan> (Yk) [12:16] <Person of Info> Hello Rus o/ [12:16] <MewDroid5> Mods were blocking all the sigs and stuff because you were being talked about so much. [12:16] <RusMan> How much will it take for you to realise people care? [12:16] <Person of Info> I'm sorry Rus... [12:16] <RusMan> Seriously [12:16] <RusMan> Just believe it already please :p [12:16] <Lunaicus> stop being blind to what is in frount of your freaking face [12:17] <Person of Info> Are you serious, Mew..? [12:17] <RusMan> Yes. [12:17] <Person of Info> Well, I won't believe it until I see proof... [12:17] <RusMan> WTH [12:17] <Lunaicus> What more proof do you need [12:17] <RusMan> THERE IS SO MUCH PROOF [12:17] <RusMan> GOD [12:17] <Lunaicus> HOW FREAKING BLIND CAN YOU BE [12:17] <Person of Info> I was talking to Mew. [12:17] <RusMan> IDC [12:17] <Person of Info> He said something about the LMBs... [12:17] <RusMan> And someone link him then. [12:17] <MewDroid5> Yeah. :P [12:17] <RusMan> I even changed my avvie to yours [12:17] <RusMan> Look at my mb sig [12:18] <Person of Info> Yeah, I'd like to see if it's true.. [12:18] <Person of Info> ...what [12:18] <Person of Info> really? [12:18] <RusMan> We even got you to numner 1 liked for the day. [12:18] <Lunaicus> i freaking cried till i was almost vommity [12:18] <RusMan> *number [12:18] <Person of Info> ..... [12:18] <Lunaicus> and couldn't breathe through my nose [12:18] <Person of Info> .....sorry, Luna... [12:18] <Lunaicus> so don't freaking tell me i dont' care about you [12:18] <Person of Info> If I stick around, I'll be late for class... [12:18] <RusMan> Ok bye then [12:18] <MewDroid5> I'm not on the LMBs anymore, but I remember people talking about the mods stopped the flood. [12:18] <RusMan> Tootles [12:18] <Lunaicus> well you need to do class [12:19] <Person of Info> And I have an exam today that I didn't study for... [12:19] <MewDroid5> o/ [12:19] <Loney 97> The mods were trying to stop it because they didn't have any proof you were dead and they didn't want to stir up the kiddies, but Skul was sending them huge emails. [12:19] <Person of Info> ..... [12:19] <Lunaicus> you do need to deal with that but we aren't done with this [12:19] <Person of Info> Well, I'll be back later... [12:19] <Person of Info> Rus, will you still be here at 1 AM your time? [12:19] <Person of Info> Oh wait [12:20] <Person of Info> No, you have school. [12:20] <Person of Info> So you should go to bed early tonight. [12:20] <Brick425> PoI, if you think we aren't serious when we say we hope you don't do it, then... IDK. Not even 4chan would do that [12:20] <Person of Info> Hmm...I'll think about this... [12:20] <Brick425> Please do [12:20] <Brick425> We love you PoI &lt;3 [12:20] <Brick425> Stay strong [12:20] <Person of Info> I don't see why anyone would love me, but OK. [12:21] <Person of Info> Anyway, I really have to go now. [12:21] <ZXSpidermanXZ> Question. Since you're such an honest chap. Why did you promise me 5 times you'd make a blog as Spiffer but never did? [12:22] <Brick425> GTG o/ [12:22] <Person of Info> I don't know how to phrase things right and I just couldn't find the right words for it. [12:22] <MewDroid5> Maybe procrastination? :P [12:22] <Brick425> Stay with us PoI [12:22] <ZXSpidermanXZ> mhm [12:22] <Person of Info> And I'm honestly just confused and overwhelmed [12:23] <Person of Info> I just wasn't in the right mood for it [12:24] <Person of Info> I was afraid I'd mess up with something [12:24] <Person of Info> And I think everyone on LMBW would hate me after I make it [12:24] <Slicer Vorzakh> And waiting until then and lying would be any better? [12:25] <ZXSpidermanXZ> Definitely =) [12:25] <Slicer Vorzakh> * until now [12:25] <Person of Info> ...... [12:25] <Person of Info> IDK.... [12:25] <Person of Info> I jdon't know what to think... [12:25] <Person of Info> My brain isn't really working in the emotional state I'm in right now [12:26] <ZXSpidermanXZ> TBH I'm fairly certain you were reading those blogs laughing at everyone for being so gullible but whatever. [12:27] <Person of Info> ...... [12:27] <Person of Info> That's not what I was doing... [12:27] <Lunaicus> sorry had tp get up to clean litter [12:27] <Person of Info> I had no idea... [12:27] <Lunaicus> and spider i really doubt he would be laughing [12:28] <Person of Info> I should've really just killed myself is this is what's going to end up appening [12:28] <Person of Info> Because that wasn't what I was tryng to do at all [12:28] <Lunaicus> and again no one wants you dead [12:28] <Person of Info> I want to die [12:29] <Person of Info> No one understands me [12:29] <Person of Info> And I'm a freak anyway [12:29] <Person of Info> I'm better off leaving LMBW [12:30] <A Walruse> is this still going on [12:30] <A Walruse> jesus christ people [12:30] <Person of Info> Sorry LED... [12:30] <A Walruse> bloke, get a grip and dont kill yourself please [12:30] <A Walruse> you others, sometimes just dont say anything [12:30] <Person of Info> Well, IDK what to do anymore.. [12:30] <Person of Info> I had no idea people were concerned about me [12:30] <Person of Info> I thought no one would care [12:31] <A Walruse> well then use that knowledge and dont try anything [12:31] <Person of Info> I'll see.... [12:31] <Person of Info> But I won't make any guarantees. [12:32] <TheShaymin> Hii [12:32] <Person of Info> Hello. [12:32] <TheShaymin> I'm soooo nervous.. Ugh [12:32] <Person of Info> Anyway, I'll be going. I'm gonna be late now. [12:32] <TheShaymin> got trumpet seating auditions tomorrow. [12:33] <Person of Info> Goodbye. [12:33] <Person of Info> o\ [12:33] <TheShaymin> Bye [12:33] <A Walruse> bye [12:33] <Person of Info> And if anyone sees Rus, tell him I'm sorry... [12:33] <TheShaymin> (Just scrolled up) please be safe, don't cause yourself harm [12:34] <Person of Info> I can't make any guarantees on that. [12:34] <Person of Info> *flies away* [12:34] <TheShaymin> ._. [12:35] <Lunaicus> sigh [12:35] <TheShaymin> So I'll assume things were very heavy before I just got onto chat..? [12:35] <Lunaicus> just sigh [12:35] <Lunaicus> yes [12:35] <Lunaicus> pretty much [12:35] <Lunaicus> and trying to beat some sense into a brick wall [12:36] <TheShaymin> The brick wall=PersonofInfo? [12:36] <Slicer Vorzakh> You missed lots of stuff shay. [12:36] <Slicer Vorzakh> Mhm. [12:36] <Lunaicus> yep [12:37] <TheShaymin> Sorry :/ didn't know that kind of stuff was happening here [12:38] <MewDroid5> Hello. :3 [12:38] <TheShaymin> Hi [12:39] <TheShaymin> I'm so nervous for this seating audition I got tomorrow ugh (barf) [12:39] <MewDroid5> Oooh, audition? :3 [12:40] <RusMan> Sorry, back, I had to drive home. [12:40] <TheShaymin> Wb [12:40] <TheShaymin> yeah. I'm 2nd chair but now the third chair is around my level of skill [12:40] <TheShaymin> so its gonna be tense [12:40] <TheShaymin> It's gonna be tense [12:40] <TheShaymin> crossing my fingers that the 3rd chair has a bad lip day for trumpet [12:41] <MewDroid5> :P [12:42] <TheShaymin> Today I had a bad lip day so she was all like "o that sounds terrible who would've thought I would've exceeded your range" [12:42] <TheShaymin> i thought "girl I'ma rek u at the audition" [12:43] <RusMan> *scrolls up* "I had no idea you guys cared about me" [12:43] <RusMan> (Ym) [12:43] <TheShaymin> LMBW is a big happy family [12:43] <TheShaymin> for the most part [12:43] <RusMan> Pls [12:44] <RusMan> People did care about him before he attempted anything so... [12:44] <RusMan> Whatever [12:44] <Turg101> hello [12:44] <RusMan> O/ [12:44] <Turg101> o/ [12:44] <TheShaymin> I don't know, I've never been depressed. I just think suicide unless if you're abused or something is selfish [12:44] <TheShaymin> Hi [12:45] <Turg101> is chat dead here? [12:45] <RusMan> I doubt he even tried anything tbh. [12:45] <Turg101> o/ [12:45] <TheShaymin> Nah [12:45] <TheShaymin> im just so nervous for seating auditions [12:45] <TheShaymin> nervous and confident [12:47] <ZXSpidermanXZ> Per Rus [12:47] <ZXSpidermanXZ> Good luck Shay :3 [12:47] <TheShaymin> Thanks [12:47] <TheShaymin> like I think I could do kt [12:47] <TheShaymin> *but [12:47] <TheShaymin> *it [12:48] <TheShaymin> but I think like I'm an unlucky person sometimes [12:48] <TheShaymin> maybe I should sabotage [12:48] <TheShaymin> jkjk [12:48] <ZXSpidermanXZ> (sus) [12:49] <Turg101> is that awesome face being suspicious? [12:49] <TheShaymin> Like throughout middle school and high school so far she's been one chair behind me [12:50] <TheShaymin> so if she ever catches up I will be in flames [12:50] <RusMan> I think that awrsome face is being pretty trustworthy myself. [12:50] <RusMan> *awesome [12:50] <ZXSpidermanXZ> (as) [12:51] <TheShaymin> (No) [12:51] <RusMan> (Derp4) [12:51] <RusMan> O/ [12:51] <Turg101> (derp4) [12:52] <Turg101> (derp1) [12:52] <Turg101> what [12:52] <Turg101> (as) [12:52] <TheShaymin> (Die) [12:53] <TheShaymin> could we have a ganondorf die emote [12:53] <Vonness11`> i wish [12:53] <TheShaymin> Also may I say [12:53] <TheShaymin> not being Elsa is the best thing ever [12:53] <Vonness11`> it is [12:53] <TheShaymin> i forgot how great it was to be normal [12:54] <Vonness11`> hey im dan [12:54] <Vonness11`> im also dan [12:54] <Vonness11`> daaaaaaaaaaaaan [12:55] <TheShaymin> Game grumps [12:55] <TheShaymin> wait [12:55] <TheShaymin> omg [12:55] <TheShaymin> ur icon [12:55] <TheShaymin> peridot (yay) [12:55] <Vonness11`> yes peri cx [12:55] <Vonness11`> i just realized it looks kind of like one of the little grump heads from the gg intro [12:56] <TheShaymin> Too bad we need to wait till next year for more peri [12:56] <TheShaymin> yeah lol [12:56] <Vonness11`> ikr ;-; i don't wanna waaaait [12:56] <Madkatmaximus> http://40.media.tumblr.com/e76c57018d1fe0574012fcd797655c4e/tumblr_nwb0mjNYnH1qi2nheo1_1280.jpg [12:57] <TheShaymin> we got gravity falls tho [12:57] <Vonness11`> yes [12:57] <Vonness11`> that recent episode was amazing [12:57] <TheShaymin> Ye [12:57] <Vonness11`> omg kat [12:57] <Vonness11`> xD [12:57] <TheShaymin> :P [12:58] <RusMan> Kat :p [12:58] <RusMan> Lol my parents are watching FoxNews again. :p [12:58] <Madkatmaximus> vote bernie [12:58] <TheShaymin> Lol