User blog:Riolu777/So...yeah...

I really don't want to make a scene with any of this. I know there's already stress going on but I feel it's professionally mandatory to at least declare this.

So...I'm retiring. Laugh all you want, but I won't be considering coming back. Maybe a visit here and there in many months, but otherwise...yeah, this has been on my mind for months now and I feel like I just need to go. I will be resigning from my position as admin as well, as I feel I don't deserve the rights, and never really established myself as a worthy admin. Please don't protest like "Oh Rio we love you you're great blah blah" because I know it's just personal affection toward me blidnding fair evaluation which points to inadequacy for the spot. My other reason for leaving is that I stress about this place daily. I have literally cried myself to sleep at night at times because of a chat situation earlier in the day that I feel like I mishandled or something like that. It can't be healthy for an emotional beanbag like me to hold a position of leadership.

I have a lot of friends here who have all meant so much and continue to mean a lot to me. There's no point in listing them, they know who they are. All of you have touched me in some way, so thank you.

I'll be officially leaving and resigning tonight, Friday night.

Also, please don't dissuade me of this decision; it won't work. :P

Goodbye, Go Novak, God Bless.