User blog:Roseann Shadowflame/Leaving for about a week/two weeks/three weeks/a month/whatever

I have my reasons~

First is becuase, in real life, I'm way too behind in school because of this place. I did my math earlier and find that my mother and siblings constantly seem to have "she is an idiot, she should know this" running through their heads. (Okay, I don't know that for sure, but I presume it's something like that)

Second, I really do wonder if anything about me will improve if I'm not here for a while. Maybe it'd let me calm down and maybe when I come back I'll be that mature, perfect little user you seem to all desire instead of my rambunctious, carefree self.

Third, I'm really getting sick and tired of a lot of you. I am told by many people that I am immature, that I need to straighten up, that I act like I'm possessed by a demon, and I also get made fun of because I really really really really really like anime. (I mean you, LDC)

You seem to all forget that despite the way I act, I'm STILL a young-ish girl and I STILL do have sensitive feelings. It's like, "Hey, this is the internet, let's throw all sense of what's right and wrong away and GO AND MAKE LITTLE GIRLS CRAAAAAI"

Okay, I'm not little, and I don't cry that often because of you, but hey.

Fourth, whenever I'm told I'd make a terrible CM... maybe you guys don't think this way, but when you say that you're basically saying that I'd screw up, I don't have a sense of right or wrong, I'm more on the Norvik side of things, etc... The only reason I'm kicked/banned sometimes is because you guys freak out over THE. TINIEST THINGS. (Like, hey, LINKING A PICTURE OF A TOILET... I'm not kidding, people. It was an empty toilet. It was just a white toilet on a white background. And you banned me for it)

Fifth, despite what you guys call me and how you act around me, you still seem to think that for some reason, I have to draw you these pictures. I'm going to say it RIGHT. NOW, dang it, because it's been boiling in my stupid mind ever since I got the first request.

IT. IS. MY. CHOICE. TO DRAW THEM. OR TO NOT DRAW THEM.

For goodness sakes, you know the picture that I commissioned from Sangrde? She finished it in ten hours. You wanna know why? BECAUSE I COMMISSIONED HER. I PAYED HER.

You aren't paying me anything, yet you seem to feel like it's okay to constantly bug me about it and try to tell me to put all these details on it. It may be hard for you to understand but (When I say this I am not bragging, I swear), I AM NOT AN AMATEUR AT DRAWING.

Really, honestly and truly, for my level, I should be making you all PAY for the drawings. But you know what? I don't! And after a while they do get done, and you should be glad even that happens! I have to take time of my life, I have to suffer through hours, possibly days of drawing for you (Yes, it is painful to sit there constantly changing things), then when I finish it, to find out someone WANTS. SOMETHING. CHANGED.

WELL FOR GOODNESS FREAKING SAKE I'LL DRAW YOU WHATEVER I WANT AND YOU'RE GONNA LIKE IT BECAUSE BUB, YOU AIN'T PAYIN' ME.

Sixth, I'm gonna say it again, when you all tell me I'm immature and rude or brattish, THEN you ask me to draw you something at a nearly-professional-level for... hmm, free?

AND THEN I ACCEPT?

You don't seem to realize that YEAH, I'M ACTUALLY REALLY NICE. LET ME REPEAT THIS:

FOR. FREE.

FOR FREAKIN' FREE.

AS IN, YOU NO PAY ME MONEY BUT I STILL DO IT. FOR FREE.

^^^^^

Yes, maybe this blog is a bit immature, but I'm not exactly in a happy or mature mood at the moment so suck it up.