User blog comment:Skully Of House Lannister/For Person of Info/@comment-26944420-20151026025858

I never knew him too well. But I do remember his "Hmms", and he would always say, "I'm going back to PM land" when things got crazy. I'll admit this did seem annoying at times, but now that he's gone, chat doesn't feel the same.

I somewhat regret asking Rus to link me to the conversation. (Ask Rus for it. If he says no, I won't link it either, and hopefully niether will anyone else who read it to respect his wishes.) It's the first time I've came very close to crying in a long time, and the first time I've came very close to crying on the Internet. It was disturbing, but more than that, it gave me an idea of the true loneliness and feeling of isolation suicidal people feel.

If you are reading this and are or have ever considered suicide, for the love of all things holy, don't. You do have people that care about you. Life is hard, but it's much easier with friends and family. Talk to someone. Who knows, maybe they've been in your place before.

But you don't need to talk to people you know. Professionals are there to help you. They understand your situation and will help you through it any time you need: 1(800)-273-8255.