User blog comment:Madkatmaximus/Please take the time to read this -PSA-/@comment-26479618-20151028234428

Hey, so, um...I'm still alive. I'm very sorry I made you guys go through all of this...I should've showed up earlier... I tried to kill myself, but I just couldn't do it. I was afraid it would hurt too much and that I wouldn't be able to kill myself successfully and I'd just end up in the hospital instead of dying. I still want to die and I honestly don't know what to think or feel anymore...I appreciate everything you guys have said about me, and I regret not coming back earlier...maybe it would've been better if I went through with killing myself, but IDK.