Hello, everyone.
I do not mean to bother you all but I want to apologize for my actions and behavior on the original wiki chat years ago when I used my original account, RealGameTime. If you are not aware with what I did, in 2016, I participated in trolling the former chat on the wiki with a few of my online friends and I insulted and bullied people within it. I also was rude and sweared at one of the administrators of the wiki, BraveNewRoyalty, within the chat as my behavior was rude, horrid, and unacceptable.
I’m sorry for my ignorant and mean behavior in the wiki chat and any negative impact it had on you all as no one deserves to be treated like that and I was wrong to troll everyone and cross everyone’s boundaries by insulting others. I’m also sorry for thinking that it was ever okay to behave like that towards everyone within the wiki chat as I hate how I did not care enough to realize how terrible my actions were towards the community back then and none of you deserve any of my mistreatment and trolling. I never should have acted like that in the first place and made disrespectful and inconsiderate insults towards you all in the chat as I idiotically cursed at and bullied everyone against their will. I wish I acted more kinder, responsible and mature towards everyone and stopped my aggressive behavior for you all since I bullied people instead of using basic common sense, understanding that trolling you all is not okay, and treating you with actual respect. I wish that I did not go too far with my pathetic attempt at trolling and being mean people as I did not do anyone any favors for wanting to do so and I hate how I showed no respect towards the people within the chat.
I hate how I acted like my ignorant behavior and trolling people was okay in the chat as it was my stupid and neglectful choice to ignore how I awfully treated you all as I stupidly did not want to honestly challenge myself and admit that I was wrong to insult people in it. I was apart of the problem when trolling the chat as I was stupidly and cowardly afraid to admit that I was in the wrong when I faced criticism from you and the reality of my insufferable behavior in general. Despite people in the chat telling me to stop insulting them and knowing that my actions were thoughtless and rude, I got irrationally angry and stubborn, ignored their feelings, and continued to do so as I mistreated people here and pathetically acted that I was better than others even though I am not at all. Even when some people rightfully called about my aggressive and stupid behavior, I wish I did not troll and bully people as it was extremely stupid for me to act that way in response to them.
I apologize that everyone who was in the wiki chat with me at the time had to wait so long for this apology as it is long overdue and I should have properly apologized directly to the community on my original account years ago. I take full responsibility and accountability for my previous behavior and I have no ill will towards anyone in the chat and the wiki itself since my actions are not anyone’s fault except for my own as you all wanted to genuinely wanted to confront me and my careless behavior. You all deserved better treatment and respect from me online and I wish I realized that my trolling towards people on the wiki chat went too far back then. I do want to clarify that I was 13 when I trolled during the time as I acted extremely immature and childish towards everyone as well as spamming random and nonsensical comments within the chat. However, my actions and behavior must not excused simply just because of my young age as they are still inexcusable and I’m not going to sugarcoat my past behavior in any way. It was entirely wrong and disrespectful to behave in the way I did towards you all within the former wiki chat years ago and I also apologize that I made myself believe that it was right to act the way I did when it is never okay at all.
I fully understand if you all hate me still as I deserve it and any consequence I receive since I am not asking for forgiveness nor for you to accept my apology. I do mean every word in this apology and I do not want to excuse myself for everything I have said and done that was mean and terrible to you all as I will make sure to never act like how I did in the past to you all and anyone else ever again. Once again, I truly do apologize for trolling people and my horrible behavior within the original wiki chat in the past. Thank you for reading.